The Truth

It's raining very heavily outside, just like my heart. I had broke up wif him...

I am tired, really tired.. No matter how much I love him, I rather choose to give up tis relationship than carry on. I remember a quote from a blogskin I saw last week or so; "In love and lonely". It's like I'm in a relationship wif someone and yet I felt alone at all times.

Many times I really dun understand why am I the only one doing everything; am I the only one in this relationship? My heart can no longer takes it, my tears are beyond my control.

He told me there is no way I can stay in msia, he mentioned tons of reasons which my heart already can't hear it. He's correct; we can't be together at all. There is no future between us; only dreams. I'm a singaporean while he's a msian.. Even he came sg, he will nid to go back to his country one day. Wad do I do then? I don't know, take it as dream or blame myself for being naive? I dun wan to wait for tat day to come...

From the start,I should have realised it but being in love have blind me.

I should have just kept my heart closed, I shouldn't allow another person to get into my life and hurt me again. No one can be trusted, I will never ever allow another person to get close to me. This is more than enough for me to bear..

YaYa