I cried again last nite... I chose to give up the plan dear told me 2 days ago.. Perhaps I should solve my problem myself, and not dragging someone else in as well.
I was over the moon when dear had suggested it but I noe it was very selfish of me to do so. And also, I do not want to tied him wif a piece of paper. He's still young, he may meet someone who is more suitable for him but if he had married me to help me stay in msia, he will be tied by the marriage certifcate. More ever, he still nid to settle his debts.. Wif us ard, it will b much more harder for him as we will become his burden. I can't do that, I can't... My heart don't allow me to do it..
Dreams shall always remain as dreams.. Bringing it to reality will only hurt people.. No matter how hard it is, I will still get over. I hope u too... =)
YaYa
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