I hardly slept last nite, tink I oni slept 2-3hrs. My mind was blank, I just couldn't fall asleep.. Mayb tis situation will last quite some time, mayb it will follow me forever...

I heard him cried mani times on phone, I wanted to tell him so much not to cry, it's heartpain for me to hear him behaving tis way but.. I noe I cannot cry in front of him, I noe it will make him feel worse.

"Why does the sun go on shinning? Why does my heart go on beating? Dun they noe it's the end of the world, it ended when he say goodbye." A song I learnt frm my sec school, I loved tis song though I cant rmb the lyrics anymore. Suit me arh?

My heart feel so pain, I duno y.. I wanted to stay by his side so much but I noe it's not possible. I can't be so selfish, oni tink of my own happiness n forsake their future. How I wish there is miracle, how I wish someone will tell me a solution.. How I wish..

YaYa