Haiz... Got scolding from my mum just b4 i slpt last nite. Wonder wad tiggered her anger? Perhaps is b coz Joel refused to sleep and been playing ard. -_-
Sometimes I was tinking, if she wan to say something, why can't she said it to me as normal instead of shouting and scolding? Is it by doing this method, the msg will get thru better? Or perhaps she is just venting her anger like my dear said? He said people who worked at the stove are more bad-tempered b coz of the heat. When they can't tolerated it, they will nid to vent out the anger. Mayb he was rite, mayb...
I dun wan to tink so much, the feeling is not good when u r being reminded of it. I wanted to run away as far as i can, I hated those feeling. Those feeling make one so miserable, is like u r a burden to this world. I guess my mum hates me, even by not talking, I will still get scoldings.
Dear had suggested to me that he working in KL instead of sg after he graduate since I dun wan to stay here. He wan me to b happy, he dun wan to see me sad. Then all of us shall moving to KL as well...
I trust him.. I trust him that he would fulfill his promises to me, I trust that he won't lie to me. Dear, I love you..
YaYa
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