Jz now, i said something vr hurtful to my dear. I dunno why i said that, but i really didnt mean it. Coz i too useless? I feel i cannot protect my dear, cannot give her a good future compare to others. My dear has vr bad past. i dun wan she being hurt again, i wan her to live in happiness n smile everyday. Me as a student, even after graduate, i also jz a fresh graduate, will I be able to let my dear live happily? Since long ago I had been thinking about this question.. until yesterday, my dear told me something, she is tired to settle things alone, she wan marry someone that will do everything for her. At that moment, my mind stop thinking coz i am sad and hurt. Coz i worry i cannot give my dear all tis....
Coz i love my dear, i want to let her happy. 1 person sad is always better than 2 people sad, this stupid idea suddenly came out from my mind n i told my dear..
Until now, i stil not able to sleep... i keep worrying my dear, keep missing my dear.
Dear, i got something to tel u..
Dear, i wrong le.. pls forgive me hao ma.? Pls give me 1 more chance, hao ma.? I will study hard n work hard, i m no longer worry about future le. Because,
I m useless, but i will try my best, to protect u, to give u a good family...
hoping dear back to me de chongyu
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