I am almost dying.. Been sick for about a month and have not got well yet. Everyone except dear has fallen sick (he is so healthy LO!), spreading virus around. Haha..

Just now weiwei fell down. That enen go carry him when I went to boil water and trip over a water bottle. Weiwei knock right on the floor, forehead had a big bump and chin bleeds too. So heartpain!!! Later got to boil 1 egg to roll his head, so kelian. =(

YaYa

Have not been blogging for super long time. Partly was because I was lazy and another reason was I was busy with weiwei. The defects about my house also not done yet so fan lo..

Been cooking daily except when we need to go to sg so all my free time is being slotted into watering, cooking, bathing etc. No time to do other things at all. I miss the times when I am free to do whatever I like, unlike now I got to do all the important stuffs before I have time for myself.

Weiwei has been getting naughtier each day and really know how to make people smile. He already sit very well on his own and fell down a few times. So xin tong lo.. Hope he won't fall again, my kelian de weiwei.

Enen has been sick for weeks le and hasn't got well yet. Now me and weiwei got the virus from her liao.. So angry as she always cough without covering her mouth, letting the virus fly all over the house!! Haiz.. Hopefully all of us get well real soon. =(

YaYa

By the way, she is 7 weeks old now. The owner intends to put her to dog farm if no one wants her, kelian right? Hopefully she likes her new home and will get used as soon as possible. =)

Been so busy and tiring for the past few weeks due to moving house. Finally majority of my stuffs are unpacked except for 1 big box and 1 small box as I do not have enough shelf to put it. Will need to get another cupboard from ikea again, so far lo..

Our family got a new member last night. Is a cute little puppy. =D Haven't decide on its name yet but is a girl. Any suggestion? Hmm.. Got to end it here, its awake and crying in toilet. Had to lock her in due to her teething and for less than an hour, she has been biting almost everything in my house!!!

YaYa

So tired today.. Feel like doing nothing, just lie down for the day. Yesterday went over to new house again, to do spring cleaning. Aiyo, house so big and took us whole afternoon just washing the floor lo. We didn't manage to clean the window at all cause is already evening le. And surprisingly, all of us forgotten to eat lunch as well. 

The house not ready yet, stupid contractors to blame. Who cares, I already lock up the house, none of them are getting into it without my presence. They can only get their balance after I move in AND finish up what they supposed to do, or else dont even bother to think about getting a single cent from me. The painter still dare to threaten, saying if we don't give him the balance he will not return keys to us. Then forget about getting the $700 lo, I can use that to change lock and add additional locks. That won't even cost me $700, see who is on the losing end. If you think you can go into my house with the current keys u r holding, go ahead. And I am switching on my alarm this sunday. Try me, I am not afraid of you. Make me pissed off and trust me, you are not even allowed to come back to finish up your job.

YaYa

Counting down daily and cannot believe it that I am moving in 2 weeks' time! Most of the renovations are done except for the kitchen cabinets and oven cupboard. I am so worried that it will not done in time, definitely killing that carpenter if he is unable to do it on time. The paint colours I chose for the house really look pretty, I love it a lot. Sorry, no photos yet because I had forgotten to snap. >.< Going over again this weekend and MUST remember to shoot a couple of it. Overall, I enjoy staying there since I like the house in the first place. Though it's not as pretty as others but I am content with what it is now. Don't ask for impossible will make life happier for us, doesn't it? =)

YaYa

Flat getting messier each day as I have start packing stuffs into boxes. Previous experience told me not to pack in the last minute, NO TIME!

Alot of things are not done yet, hope our house will ready by 3rd week of the month. So rushing, like not enough time to finish on time. Arghh.. I need more time to do everything. 

Thinking of going over to take a look, has not been there for more than a month. I wonder how much has it changed and don't know if I can recognise my own house or not, haha..

YaYa

I know I had not been writing, my pokpok fell sick again. Flu and diarrhea so had to take care of him. Kelian lo, make me so heartpain..

Cannot imagine that I have less than a month before I move into new house. Wonder if I can adapt or not, haha.. My flat here already renting to his friend le so at least got savings lo. Won't be using the rental income, will be saving it up every month for rainy days. =) I will be rich taitai soon, HAHA!

YaYa

Dear wanted to paint the interior of the new house himself with another friend of his. At first I agreed as I thought is only a small part of the house require painting, then when I went over again last week I realise almost the first floor of the house need painting (including ceiling lo). Aiyo.. like this how to paint, is super super tiring de lo. Though we are already in very tight budget but I really don't want dear to do such a tough job so I told him to get someone to paint the house instead. =) Another sum of money flowing out, when are money coming in?? Sigh

YaYa

Not feeling happy.. I dream of papa, not exactly seeing him as a real person but in photos. I saw papa in photos with us, we were in cruise and we looked very happy in them. I don't know what it means but I only know I felt sadness when I saw papa. I guess I still miss him and it was like out of the sudden. I think there's a period that I had forgotten about papa and he just appears in my dream. Not sure whether should I let mama know or not. All I remember is I woke up crying, the feeling of missing him is so much that I had to cry it out. PaPa, I miss you..

YaYa

Hohoho.. I am going Genting next month. Dear's company treat their colleagues and immediate family there as there is no bonus lo. -.- Better than nothing, can bring the kids to amusement park to play.

YaYa

I cannot make up my mind to buy myself a new wallet or not.. Sigh.. My wallet's screw always come loose and I lost the part once and I searched like hell in my bag and finally found it. On the other hand, I want to save money on other don't know what I might need stuffs. Why I am not a millionaire so I do not need to keep thinking over again and again, losing tons of hairs just on a wallet? Perhaps as time passes, I will just give up on it (as usual). =(

YaYa

I think I am falling sick, having running nose since yesterday night. At first I thought is because of the dust as I had packed some of the kids' books, trying to find their pencils in the whole lot. -.-ll But this morning the running nose is still there so I guess it's coming for me since I have not fall sick for quite some time le. Sigh.. Hope my pok pok won't get it from me. *Pray*

Last night bought air tickets to Penang, confirm moving house on 1 Nov liao. Think his parents will be trilled that we took the morning flight instead of the evening flight as we wanted to let them have more time with baby. Not bringing ah b along as I know he would want to stay at mummy's place. Anyway, we will go over there on saturday to bring him home so not much difference. Hopefully my house will be ready by then. Haven't got time to go over to buy paints and lighting.

YaYa

Tiny Love Symphony-in-Motion Mobile

Tiny Love's award-winning Symphony in Motion mobiles redefine mobiles by combining a wide variety of engaging developmental stimuli. A multitude of fascinating movements and motions captivate baby's senses as she listens to selected classical music pieces that challenge and enrich her, both emotionally and intellectually. This delightful farmyard motif features Mozart, Beethoven and Bach musical pieces. Requires 3 "AA" batteries (not included). Measures 15.5" x 14" x 4.5".

Tiny Love Sweet Island Dreams Mobile

The arch of this unique mobile is designed like a tree trunk with green leafy branches extending outwards to give each friendly creature its own presence. Each of the 3 adorable characters does a special "dance" as it dangles from the tree. Babies will marvel at the choreography of the giraffe, monkey and the bird moving independently to the sound of soothing and engaging music. 3 C 1.5V Batteries Required, Not Included.

Fisher-Price Rainforest Peek-a-Boo Leaves Musical Mobile

Able to convert to a crib-side music box and night light, the Rainforest™ Peek-a-Boo Leaves Music™ from Fisher-Price® features 3 classical compositions for choose from: Bach, Mozart or Beethoven as well as 3 modes: music, lights and motion for 10 minutes, or music and lights for 18 minutes. Also offered are rainforest sounds and music that can be activated by the included remote.

Fisher-Price Smart Response Mobile

This mobile debuts a new feature in the Newborn mobile category: Baby Response. When baby cries continuously for 8 seconds or longer, the mobile automatically starts with motion and music. This features times out after 3 hours, however, just like remote controls do. There is a dial on the top of the moblie to adjust the sensitivity of the Baby Response system. There is also a small LED on the unit's base to indicate whether or not Baby Response is still activated. Mom can also choose to de-activate Baby Response and simply start the music and motion herself. The base of this mobile resembles a large frog with four colorful legs. In the base is a nightlight and three buttons: one for Beethoven, one for Mozart, and one for lullabies. Music plays for 12-15 minutes. The armature of the mobile has leaf detailing at the top. There are four hanging satin and velour plush characters: a yellow duck, a green and blue turtle, a purple and green snail, and a smaller satin bee with blue wings. As the baby grows, the armature can be removed, and the base remains as a crib-side soother.

Fisher-Price 2-In-1 Precious Planet Projection Mobile

This is a projection mobile with a canopy that brings the light show closer to baby. A delicate canopy hangs overhead of baby with four plush characters attached to it (teal whale, white polar bear, green alligator and yellow lion). Each character represents an environment from around the world. A soft light pattern is projected from the base of the mobile onto the inside of the canopy. When baby grows, the armature can be removed, and the light pattern can project onto the ceiling.



Has been searching for a cot mobile but couldn't make up my mind which one to buy. Which one do you like?

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Going broke very soon from the rate I spent on my son. Just now child guidance clinic called me and arranged ah b to go for 1 to 1 reading programme. I know I got no choice, he has difficulties on reading. Can't even read a single sentence at 9. But it cost $70 per session!!! 1 session last an hour and he supposed to go every week! OMG.. What am I going to do? Feel depressed.. =(

YaYa

Been so busy for the past week..

As usual, we went to our house last saturday, it's almost done. Not all la, is the cement works and electric works will be finished by friday. Will be pulling alarm wiring this thursday but we are not putting the alarm up yet because the house beside us has not started renovation so when they renovated, our alarm cannot be switched on so no point wasting money to do it now and cannot switched on. Went ikea, bought a staircase lights and mirrors for bathrooms. Hee..

Forgotten what I did on sunday le, haha.. Then my girl had fever since monday till now, went off yesterday noon time and came back in the night. The first day was so scary, as high as 39.3 lo. Think is due to lack of water during the weekend, haiz.. Been getting her to drink lots of water and sleep, hope she can go to school tomorrow. She misses her school and been asking me when she can go back. Get well soon, girl.

YaYa

Ok, I have upload some recent photos of pok pok. Not easy to take photo for him as he moves a lot nowadays. He always know how to make people laugh and happy.. He looks different compared with newborn photos right? Sometimes he would play with himself and talk so loud, waking us up. Then as expected, dear will wake up and play with him, saying it's too difficult to resist. Haha..

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I almost unable to wake up this morning, was too tiring.. I went to msia twice over the long weekend, haha.. Urgently need to settle stuffs for the new house as we are moving in soon. Quarrelled dear on sun, was really upset that I had to scrimp for everything. I don't like the feeling and guess he didn't know my true feeling till I vent it all out at him. I believe he is unhappy too as he didn't know how I felt all along and in the end, he gave in to me. =)

YaYa

So kelian.. My pok pok didn't sleep well last night, he has been waking up and cry. Can't bear to see him suffer, I gave him flu medicine in the night to let him sleep better. Now whenever he cries or makes noise, it will accompany with the flu sound. Feel so heartpain and these 2 days seem to be having haze, think it will somehow worsen his sickness. =(

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Aiyo, my pok pok fall sick again!!! This time is ren wei lo!!! Dear let the fan blow at full blast for 2 nights, only turn to the lowest speed near morning. Even I also feel cold and cover blanket in the middle of the night. My poor pok pok has been sneezing for the whole day and just now even has running nose. Poor boy.. I don't want to give him medicine, not good for his body. Shall monitor and decide bah.

Last night quarrelled with dear and asked him to sell the house away. Was told must choose a date to do renovation so get him to call home to get a date as I don't bother for such thing de lo. I just start and move in as and when I am free, don't care de. Then when informed that our main door must changed, I was stunned lo. Now the door is facing south and the fengshui master said must change to face west as dear is "gold" while the current door is "fire" so will make the family quarrel frequently. I was like ... Lucky our garden is on the correct side or else they say the house can sell off le. But still it look super weird to have the main door move to the garden side and the odd house with no door in front. Plus got to re-do the wiring there.. All these will cost a big sum and his parents offered to pay for it. Aiyo, it's like wasting money to do it and also will need longer than we expected time to finish all the renovation. The more I think, the more problems I can thought of come out so I just commented may as well sell the house off and get a south facing house. But I know I won't want that kind of house as it will be very warm with the sun shinning for hours in the house and I got no air-con to cool down the house! Super sian lo.. Was so happy to get a house and now feel frustrating instead.

YaYa

This is the set we bought, everything you see in the picture are included in it. Too bad I had forgotten (again) to take photo in the home fair but guess this is better than nothing. Not bad hor?

YaYa

So tiring, I hardly able to wake up this morning. Went homedec in JB yesterday with the intention of getting stove package but end up we didn't buy it. Because the brand we wanted to get did not set up a store there and majority of the brands there we are not sure if they are good to use or not. We got no one to ask for opinion so decided not to risk it.

Anyway we did get some loots home. We bought furniture instead, haha.. Bought a bedroom set and living room set. That cost us about 10k including mattress. We got the Slumberland mattress, not those unheard brand. The furniture sales gave us a 20% discount on the mattress. We did go to the mattress store to try on it, not bad and quite comfortable and same price before we got our discount. Hee..

YaYa

Got enen into a very average school in Woodlands, confirm she's in as I checked MOE website and the school I registered is not full yet. Guess I got to spend more time teaching her and perhaps get her a tutor. At least I am not stressed now, no need to worry about balloting and not getting any place in Woodlands. Perhaps she won't be too stressful in school and enjoy more since she needs to spend hours in traveling.

YaYa

I think I am too stressed le. I have been dreaming about schools for the whole night, guess I am too worried about not being able to get a school for my girl. Even I woke up to feed pok pok, I will still continue having the same dream. -.-

I am looking a quite a number of alternatives as I know very well that I will be giving up the application in Innova. No matter how I think, the chances of getting in is really slim especially I am in the last priority. Really have no wish to go through another round of waiting and guessing if I were to fail to get her in this phase. This is too stress for me to take it. Why is it so difficult to find a primary school nowadays? Must be higher expectation of parents, haha.. Who want to put their own child into a super lousy school if one has a choice? Sigh..

YaYa

Sad ar!!! Just went to Innova Primary School to register and it already about 200 liao when they only have 158 places. How la? Don't know got the luck in ballot or not and worse still, don't know if it will get to ballot or not. I am so depressed. Next week then will know result ar, I must to pray that I will be able to get a place. Please help me to pray as well, really appreciate it. =(

YaYa

Fisher-Price Rock-A-Stack

Munchkin Mozart Magic Cube

Fisher-Price Precious Planet Jumperoo

Wanted to add photos from blogger main page to show the toys I bought at amazon but somehow it doesn't allow me to add photos. To be exact, the icons are all gone, wonder who eat it up. Haha.. Hope it will come back soon.

So I used gmail to add photos in, confusing when comes to editing. Sigh

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Went Ikea yesterday, was looking around and finding suitable items for the new house. Bought a table lamp, a ceiling lamp and a box of 6 glasses. Hee..

Order a jumperoo and a couple of toys from amazon just now, finally.. Wanted to do so earlier but I always forgotten, haiz..

Just now I checked my a/c, thinking to check how much to save and realise I got $300+ extra. Couldn't figure out where the amount comes from. Could it be from
1. Idiot? Nah, he won't be so nice to transfer earlier than he promised.
2. Childcare refund? But can't be, they always use it to offset future payments and they only own me $188.
Could it be ...?? I quickly log into my internet banking to check my fund transfer history and guess what? My fears really come true. I thought I had paid for my bag, the spree seller also said she received my payment and most importantly is I had already received my bag last week! So whose payment did she receive from and why the fund was bounced back to me? I keeps checking the account number she gave me which is correct. I don't understand why. But seems that she has been very busy for the past few days and intending to return her the money. Feels bad and uneasy... I didn't mean it, I just didn't bother to check my account as she told me she received so didn't think so much. -.-ll
What should I do?

YaYa

So headache.. Last night childcare centre called me and informed me that there is a kid in K1 tio H1N1!! I'm not worried enen tio, I am more worried pok pok tio. He's still so young, think his body is not strong enough to fight it lo. Today I didn't bring enen to school, let the school clean up first. So scary lo.. The teacher just asked me why she didn't go school, think she also scared, haha...

YaYa

Pok pok had his injection on Monday, didn't cried much as he was distracted by toy rattle. Haha.. Guess that's the first time I see him so happy and alert at PD clinic. He had slight fever in the evening and was really cranky for the whole day. Constantly required carrying and even carrying, he would screamed out of sudden, guess the medicine making him uncomfortable. He seems to be able to recognise people now. Nowadays whenever dear carry him, he would cry and make a fuss till I take over. After that, he will quiet down and lie on me. Like this how to get some rest wor? sigh..

Hope he will accept others so I won't be so busy.

YaYa

Yesterday was soo tired.. Pok pok refused to sleep the previous night, only fall asleep around 1plus right after the fan broke down!!! Don't know we suay or lucky, 2 fans broke down at the same day. Lucky wasn't very warm and managed to sleep till early morning.

Dear was too tired to go for work and get him to take leave, can go malaysia to register our marriage. Need to do so in order to apply for visa later on. But didn't manage to register as we are supposed to submit my divorce papers. Sigh.. Next week has to go there again and this time going there early morning so can do both at the same time. :-)

One funny thing I noted when I am on my way to msia. Our sg custom is as per normal, nothing extra but when I went over to msia custom, I saw those temperature camera and all their officers wear masks. It was like what happened there? Think they really scare of getting it but I wonder if they do know the fact that normal masks are unable to block h1n1/flu/cough, only n95 mask can do the job. It's like waste of $ and effort of putting a mask on without preventing it, haha..

YaYa

Sigh.. pok pok blocked nose hasn't cleared, still as blocked. Though he hasn't got well, I had stopped his medicine a couple of days ago. Was told by some forumers that it is not advised to let baby to take medicine for more than 3 days, also his PD don't encourage to introduce medicines at such young age. Hope pok pok can sleep more and allow his body to fight against the virus. JIA YOU POK POK!

Didnt go msia yesterday, pok pok is the main reason. Hopefully we can go this coming weekend. Still discussing what to do for reno, trying our best to save money. Lucky I loved the original look of the house so I don't really mind if we can't do much reno due to money issue. As long as we r happy together, nothing else really matters. :)

YaYa

Kelian de pokpok.. He has fall sick le. Having blocked nose (keep sneezing) and coughing. So heartpain.. Never expected him to fall sick at such young age.

Brought him to polyclinic and power down in 5 mins when I reached there!! After that, the pcs and the auto registration machines went down, unable to restart. So suay lo.. When I went into the doctor's room, she gave me a very uneasy feeling as she called the pharmacy right in front of me and asked them what type of medicine to prescribe to my boy. Zzz.. How am I going to trust her and give my boy the medicine?

After thinking for some time, I decided to go to the PD at night and after sucking the phelgm from his nose, he does breath better. Hope he will get well soon.

YaYa

Hee.. I went to ICA to make passport for pok pok, decided to bring him over to view the house together. Quite fast for collection, next Tues but not sure if I am free to go on that day or not. Hmm..

YaYa

I think i will be dying of tiredness soon.. Been sleeping at 11pm and waking up before sun rise!! Though dear carry him when he wakes up in the morning while I continue to sleep but I actually didn't really fall asleep. This is so tiring.. I really hope this phase will pass asap.

Bought a rattle monkey, hand squeaker toy and a kid camera (real one, can take photo and upload into pc de). Hope the kids enjoy the new toys. =D Waiting for end of the month to order jumperoo and perhaps a couple of educational/fun toys from amazon. Anyone want to order as well? Hee..

YaYa

Heavy Images ahead, be patient while waiting for the photos. These are some overdue photos from full month till last weekend. Wanted to upload yesterday but there seems to have some problems with blogger so drag till today.

We ordered from Sweetest Moment for full month cakes cause they look so presentable and have nice packaging.


This set we ordered for our office as these set has the most items in it, no need to order too many boxes. Haha..


This set we ordered for friends and relatives. We actually ordered an extra set for ourselves to try, I love the glutinous rice.


pok pok's first photo for bathing!!!




Now he look so fresh and ready to go out.


This is the after feed look, so dreamy liao.. haha..


Pok pok always like to make this face, maybe he like to has a small mouth?




Thinking and sleeping at the same time? Wonder what is he thinking about?


"I am flying~"


Papa and mama


Papa, mama and ah ma


We took these at the 1st floor, dear said the background very comforting. =)




He really enjoying his beauty sleep and we can't resist taking a photo of it.


See how happy dear is, rarely see him smile so happy in photos.




Really cannot remember when was the last time we took photos together, sigh..


I still look so fat, urghh..


Finally pokpok has a nice picture with daddy and mummy!!! =D




They kept looking at the bottom and didn't realise dear is behind them taking photo of them.



Family photos taken by stranger in the cabin, haha.. Look at ah b's expression at the 2nd photo, so funny..





YaYa

Been busy as usual for the past week as his parents and grandma came over for a few days. Baby having lots of wind in the tummy so doc gave him med with lactobacillus, think to give some good bacteria into his tummy. Old folks don't believe in western medicine so they used their "experience" in trying to get the wind out. Don't know is coincidence or what, after a day my boy's tummy got so distended that we bought him back to his PD. PD was confused as he said tummy should get better with the med (I don't dare to tell him we stopped the med) aand breastfeeding babies would not have so much wind as well. Poor boy got insert pill in his anus and let him pass out all the air. After seeing him suffered so much, dear and me decided to stick back to the med doc prescribed. I don't blame them, I know they meant well for him too. Somehow I felt relieved that I breastfeed directly instead of bottle feed either with formula or expressed breast milk, or else I am not sure how bad would he gets to.

Finally I went to Singapore Flyer on Saturday!! I know I am very slow since it has opened for so long liao. Didn't expect them having promotion so we only paid for adults and kids went in for free. In the end we used the money we saved to buy 2 photos from them. Hee.. We took about 100 photos there. =D It's a very pleasant experience and the next place I hope to go is Henderson Wave. ^^

YaYa

Been busy for the past 3 days, it was my dear pok pok's first month celebration. We did not celebrate it at home like the usual practice cause no intention of asking so many people to our house so friday we went out to give out cakes to mama and our offices only. Pok pok almost cried in my office, scared me lo cause our director don't like noise de. My HR also funny de, called to come back to collect (think is present for bb) after I left like 2 hours? I ask dear to go back and collect for me this week, I am lazy just to go down there.

We went Marina Square for lunch cum dinner and walked around there. Got myself a set of nursing nightdress from Mothercare (on sale, 50% disc) and bought a vibrating chair for pok pok at Kiddy Palace. Don't want him to keep staring in space everytime he's awake, he looks so kelian for doing that. Intending to get a jumperoo too but that can wait as he can only sit in it after 3rd month and perhaps get a cheap play gym from forum or ebay for him to start playing now. Being my child is a blessing cause will have many toys to play with, hee..

Pok pok finally sleeping in the night, not waking up and stay awake for hours, Think he's getting used to the routine that light off is meant to sleep. Though he still wake up for feeds but this is much better than previously.

Saturday bought him for checkup and asked about his tummy why so big. Was told there's alot of wind in it and might be a colic baby so was advised must burp him every feed. If doesn't burp=cannot put him down. After that, was given some medicines for him to eat but he super hates it lo. Cry so loud and fierce, heart pain to hear him cry like this.

Will not be free this week, his parents coming on thursday and leaving on saturday. hopefully everything goes well but already start feeling stressful le. *sigh*

YaYa

I am so excited.. My boy finally going to a month old tomorrow, really look forward to it. Of course, I will try to take more photos and upload here to share with you all. =)

I hope tonight I will be able to get some rest so that I won't be too tired tomorrow. Hee..

YaYa

So tired.. Pok pok has been waking up at 5plus, 6 in the morning and only go back to sleep around 8am. Sigh.. If only he is willing to play on his own while I go back to sleep. He is a month old le (if I count by week), time passes real fast. He's getting fatter and cuter each day, hope he can sleep throughout the night soon. =)

YaYa

One of my favourite photos. He looks so cute in this picture right? ^^

I think no one does confinement like me..

I been bathing at least twice daily.
I bath my boy everyday.
I boil water every morning.
I wash clothes.
I went supermarket for the past 2 weeks. (I need panties liner and for a guy who has no experience in such things, it's better to get it myself.)
I went Vivo yesterday.

No, I didn't go Vivo with the mindset of shopping. I wanted to settle my baby bonus matter. Haha.. My sis keeps saying that I am very rich as I don't seem to bother about the baby bonus. It's not that I am rich, just that I got no time to go to the bank and also the money is meant to save up so getting it now or later doesn't really matter. I bought a Baby Bjorn carrier too and a few pieces of newborn clothings (all his current clothes are far too big for him, look so funny when he wear it) at Mothercare as my boy recently wanted to carry (seems that there are wind in his little tummy) and my hands are getting really tired and ache. It's not cheap, cost me a few hundred. Initally I bought a baby sling, really like the design - modern and pretty but the little fellow simply hates the sling. The moment I put him in, he would scream and cry. Actually the way I see him sleeping inside, I feel uncomfortable as well. Perhaps it's because I don't know how to use it. *Sigh*

Weather is so warm and hot nowadays, wish it will be raining cats and dogs real soon. Even pok pok also starts to sweat and will cry for carry so he feels more comfortable and airy, haha..

We are not organsing full month celebration for pok pok as we don't have enough people to order buffet and cakes. So we decided to give out cakes on the same day we gave cakes to our companies to get the quota. Never mind, consider it as saving money and we intend to bring him out instead. Feel to stay at home in that particular day makes pok pok looks so kelian. Where should we go??

YaYa

Last night I got so angry with dear not because he did something wrong on the spot, it's because he has been carrying pok pok whenever he's home. And whether pok pok is crying or not.. I know he hardly see him and miss him but the one who eventually had to face him for the whole day is me and not him. Yesterday pok pok had been cranky, wanting someone to carry him every now and then. He's only 2 weeks plus old and I can already feel my hands going to break, I really cannot imagine when he grows older.

I refused to carry him, I refused to feed him. I just let dear carry all he wants and don't bother me. I want him to feel how I felt for the whole day, with him on my hands and unable to do anything. I hope he learnt his lesson.

YaYa

I am so tired... I hardly sleep last night as pok pok had been crying for the night. He was trying to find his pacifier but was told to stop giving him for the time being as he has nipple confusion. Wonder if he's going to search for it tonight or not.. It makes everyone feel useless and can't do anything but to see him cry since carrying him also of no use. Sigh.. I really hope this is just a passing phase and it will be over for real soon. I don't think I can take it for long..

YaYa

Some random photos we took over the days, sometimes he would just make cute expressions making one irresistible to grab the camera. ^^











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