Last night I got so angry with dear not because he did something wrong on the spot, it's because he has been carrying pok pok whenever he's home. And whether pok pok is crying or not.. I know he hardly see him and miss him but the one who eventually had to face him for the whole day is me and not him. Yesterday pok pok had been cranky, wanting someone to carry him every now and then. He's only 2 weeks plus old and I can already feel my hands going to break, I really cannot imagine when he grows older.

I refused to carry him, I refused to feed him. I just let dear carry all he wants and don't bother me. I want him to feel how I felt for the whole day, with him on my hands and unable to do anything. I hope he learnt his lesson.

YaYa