Sometimes thing just don't go your way.
I thought I found a close friend at work but no. I thought finally I found someone I can chat with when I am bored at work but no.
Janet was dismissed today, with immediate effect. It's really depressing and surprise. Both of us had no idea what happened and suddenly she was informed to leave. The reason they gave her was she is unable to click well with the rest of admins "aunties". What has it got to with her performance? I don't understand what are they thinking and guess neither do they understand us. Is this what we called generation gap? Frankly speaking, I don't really get along well with them as well. Only Janet and me are of the near age group, the rest are old enough to be my mummy le and not to mention most of them are 老姑婆.

She gave me many of her stuffs, said they are of no use now. Maybe she doesn't want to be remind of the sad incident so she gave them to me. She cried earlier when she told me today was her last day, I do not how to comfort her. She bought many things, there are a mini radio, choco bars, potato chips, a small pillow, a bear, a pencil case and a lunch box (to put biscuit i think). From her, I saw my old self. I used to bring many personal stuffs to work too but slowly I stopped. I feel is easier to pack my things one day I leave the company and perhaps not so much feelings being invested in it too. I kept everything in my drawer, locked it before I go home. Most probably I won't be using them in the office too, bringing them home when I am not lazy.

I got a feeling that my turn will be coming very soon. First, my probation period ends this mth and I have yet to receive confirmation letter. Second,  I had took a lot of leaves and mc during my work period. (Janet only took a day of mc and around 2 days annual leave?) I guess the reason that I have not asked to leave is because recently the contract dept has been very busy and couldn't cope without someone helps. Well, my job scope is to give a hand to them so I don't think they would want to retrain a new girl at this busy time. Time to look at newspaper recruitment ads and internet jobs agency. Haiz... I don't pin much hope in working long in this company but I would really hope that it can last me till next year after bonus. =(

Anyone want to cheer me up? :'(

YaYa