Monday, April 21, 2008

After 2 days, I am more settle down and no longer so upset.

18th April
Was so angry with him. No presents, no sms or calls for xmas, valentine day or my birthday. He even forget my birthday last year and I was the one who reminded him on that day itself. I scolded him, venting all my anger out. Keep saying how much he love me etc but I don't see that in his action. Fine, no time to buy present ( I can accept that) but not even a single sms?! Crap la. I got him out of my sight, I don't want to see him on my birthday.

19th April
Woke up early that day, around 7am. Still feel upset and angry. Felt being taken for granted. Searching the net but was listening to my music folder most of the time. Shut my door since I switching the music at a high volume. Due to the fact that the music had cover up all the surrounding noise, I didn't know he came back later in the noon time. He went to buy me a cake which I mentioned to him that I like it. The cake looks very pretty, I saw it in a brochure that Singtel sent me 2 weeks ago. He keep asking for forgiveness and stayed outside of my room. He promised me that he will put in more effort in future but I didn't take it seriously.
Your promises are meant to be broken.
Sorry if you feel hurt but I can't bring myself to believe you now. Let time show me that you really keep all your promises. If you can' keep it, I rather you don't promise in the first place. It really hurt me every time u break it, do you realise that?

Cake nice ma? Is a ice-cream cake.

See they enjoy the cake so much.

20th April
Woke up early in the morning, intending to go JB to view houses. We were there too early and had no choice but walking around at the shopping centre there. By 11am, I was tired and frustrated. He kept bringing us walking and most of the time, he brought us to the wrong place. I threw temper and he left us in the shopping centre. In the end I lost my way there and don't know walk to where. I DIDN'T HAVE A SINGLE CENT ON MY WALLET AND COULDN" EVEN BUY A DRINK!!! End up he also walked a long way to find me, haha.. Serve you right for dumping us at shopping centre.
After sitting down for sometime, we went over to house viewing. I didn't want to come back again, I have phobia liao.
Looked at 6 models at the office and both of us were interested in one of them. The rest are either too expensive, sold out or design look weird (1 of the rooms is big enough to put 2 single beds while the other room is like maid room lo). We requested to look at showflat, drawings and models are always prettier. I work in architecture firm so I know that very well. The showflat is at the site ( the one we are interested) and it was raining so the ground is very muddy. Lucky the representatives there drive us there, right to the doorstep.
IT WAS A BIG BIG HOUSE! You got to see it yourself. I could never imagine the size of the house by looking at the floorplan. I loved that alot. There is nothing to complain.
Looking at the site plan, we realise majority of the house are sold and only left a few lots. So we decided to get a lot instead of coming back next week. I don't want to get disappointed only to find out the house I like is sold out.
Dear chose a middle lot with extra land. So my house will have a nice garden beside my house. Haha... Come visit next year when the house is completed next year April. (sound like my birthday present hor? =D)
No photos to look at, forgot to take. We are too excited at house viewing. Look at the drawing first, will take photos next year. =)
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YaYa

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