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I hardly slp last nite, too much tinks on my mind. Eventually I fall sick liao, now headache n flu... How I wish sickness can just let one to die so I do not nid to b so trouble ler.

Once again I told him that treat me as fren oni, I feel so weird when we arent even tgt n yet he pretending nth happened. Yah, we broke off more tan 2mths ago. I just feel we r not suited for each other.. He is still so young, has a bright future ahead of him and he stayed msia. Me? I m old ler, no future and stay in sg. There r mani facts lying there, I just cant pretend they r not there or tinking they will disappear when time comes. Sooner or later I will nid to face it..

It mayb very hurt now but time will numb us, soon we will no longer feel anything towards tis relationship. I rather he blames me now for being so selfish than he regret being wif me in future. =)

I want to delete my chars in maple but I just cant bear to do it. I noe by deleting it will further confirm our situation. I duno why I cant click the confirmation icon of deleting... Perhaps I still nid some time to persuade myself to press it.. I noe I will regret it once I delete it but I noe that's a must.

He's going to JB to work 2dae, I wish him luck. And nxt mth he will having exams, I noe he will do well in his coming exams. I trust he will do everything for his future n himself de.

Hope the rain stop soon, I want to change my number. >.<

YaYa