Didn't go for work for the past 2 days, was tired and depressed to go as well. Broke down on Monday night. Think I was too stressed with ah b's homework, well-being and other things too. Felt so pressuring from his school and there isn't much I can do and help. Can't the teachers be more considerate? Can't they be more patient with a special needs boy? Can't they be more sympathy the mother who knows nothing and trying her best to help her son?

Guess those crying makes me feel better and decided not to bother with the teachers anymore. I want to let him do at his own pace, not what the teachers want. It's really tiring and pressure on us. We hardly have enough sleep, he got to sit all day there just to complete his work on time. All he gets from me is scolding and rushing. I don't want to do that anymore, I am tired. I don't want to stress him further. I want us to live for ourselves, not for others.

YaYa