Haiz... He wont b home till Monday as he's going Penang straight after school for work. T.T No one accompany me to maple n chit chat le.. U know if one dun talk for whole day, u will hav bad breath de. *sob sob*
Delphinus is out 2dae, no excitement or feeling. I really had no idea wad wizet r tinking. R they too rich, no other place to spend their $? Bootes and Cass barely full, I can hardly find someone in Cass. They tink by opening a new world, it will as filled as Aquila? It will b as dead as the other 2 worlds, zzz. I rather they spend the $ solving the lags n bugs. At least it will make people more willing to continue the game instead of all quitting.
I will definitely not moving to new world as I used so mani mths to train my char to lvl58, I m not going to give her up now. I dun hav the energy I used to hav to train her to 3rd job in 2 mths like I used to do so. By repeating such process, it will make maple boring. Not to mention I had spend so much cash on her, and turning her to my fav look. =D Anyway I jolly well know those who move over only have one motive; to b the top player in that world. Lame~
Hopefully Showa VIP Hair cut coupon will b out 2dae, I m looking forward for tat. Intending to create another siggy competition wif at least 20k-30k A-cash as prize(s). Havent decide how much yet and 1 or 2 winners, I m still deciding. Hmm... Any idea? Most probably I will send it as gift rather tan giving the code to the winner just in case he/she telling me code is wrong. I will take every successful gift's ss and kip it in my pc as evidence. Haha~
Going Jurong Point later, might b looking for present n xmas card since maple wont b up so soon. If u see me there, rmb to say hi to me k? =)
YaYa
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
Free, Free, Free
Yeah, I feel so happy now. Tis morning I went to the lawyer and finally got him sign the papers. Haha... Now he cannot disagree anything liao, he was the one who signed it in front of the commissioner. *Dancing around*
Jackie told me the hearing date is on 26th Dec next month and if everything goes smoothly, I can get my divorce papers at April. Hehe... I guess that is my best bdae present all my life, at least for now. =)
Was so tired when I got home so decided to went for nap wif my little princess for awhile. She noisy leh, woke me up a couple of times. In the end she woke up later than me. Haha..
Went taka shopping but didnt manage to get wad I wan. Wad to do? Xmas is coming yet I havent get him a present. Hmm.. Anyone has any suggestion of wad to get? All suggestions will b put under consideration. ^^
Enen got herself a new water bottle, so cute de coz I oso like that design but of coz I wont use it. Too childish.. -_- I oso bought her a new bag but it was a pity the colour I want is already sold. Haiz.. Should had bought it last mth when I saw it, now regret oso no use. She chose a light pink colour instead, oh well, she is the one using it not me. =D Dun tink she oni get those, she bought her favourite, winx club fairy. She been bugging me for weeks. I consider that as xmas present cum bdae present. Haha.. I sound like a baddie hor? As for Joel, I bought him a Power Ranger toy. Feel the nid to buy him one as enen got a toy or else I look so unfair sia.
Due to my laziness, I didnt bring umbrella out and been walking in the rain for quite a while. Hopefully I wont fall sick b coz of tis or else I will definitely getting tons of nagging from u noe who. =(
Someone rushing me to maple liao, gogogo. Hope to get her to 3rd job by nxt mth!
YaYa
Jackie told me the hearing date is on 26th Dec next month and if everything goes smoothly, I can get my divorce papers at April. Hehe... I guess that is my best bdae present all my life, at least for now. =)
Was so tired when I got home so decided to went for nap wif my little princess for awhile. She noisy leh, woke me up a couple of times. In the end she woke up later than me. Haha..
Went taka shopping but didnt manage to get wad I wan. Wad to do? Xmas is coming yet I havent get him a present. Hmm.. Anyone has any suggestion of wad to get? All suggestions will b put under consideration. ^^
Enen got herself a new water bottle, so cute de coz I oso like that design but of coz I wont use it. Too childish.. -_- I oso bought her a new bag but it was a pity the colour I want is already sold. Haiz.. Should had bought it last mth when I saw it, now regret oso no use. She chose a light pink colour instead, oh well, she is the one using it not me. =D Dun tink she oni get those, she bought her favourite, winx club fairy. She been bugging me for weeks. I consider that as xmas present cum bdae present. Haha.. I sound like a baddie hor? As for Joel, I bought him a Power Ranger toy. Feel the nid to buy him one as enen got a toy or else I look so unfair sia.
Due to my laziness, I didnt bring umbrella out and been walking in the rain for quite a while. Hopefully I wont fall sick b coz of tis or else I will definitely getting tons of nagging from u noe who. =(
Someone rushing me to maple liao, gogogo. Hope to get her to 3rd job by nxt mth!
YaYa
Thursday, November 23, 2006
After A Long Rest
It has been weeks since I last visited my own blog. Previously I had no wish to come back to view this sad place wif all those sad memories.After of calming myself for sometimes, I feel better now.
I was wondering, perhaps I had depression but I dun wan to find out or even to get myself cure. I must be mad... Who cares abt it? =D
Finally going to get my divorce done, meeting the lawyer for the 3rd time and of coz paying $500 again... T.T But well, at least I will be free after paying her the 4th time! I really looking forward for that day to come, I dun wan to hav anymore to do wif that idiot. Just my luck to meet such a jerk.
Has been raining these few days, making everyone falling sick. I tink I will get the sickness sooner or later since the kids ard me are already starting their germs to me. -_-ll Must drink more water and rest more.. Urgh... I hate the feeling of falling sick and most impt tink is I HATE MEDICINES.
Been slacking alot in maple.. Duno why, always wan to slp when I start to maple esp in gangster town. Haha.. Sometimes I just hang myself there and leech while I went to watch tv. Gangster town just dun attract me... >.<
Oops.. I forgot to get diamonds for tomato ler. Hahaha.. Later he will b chasing me for it, tink I promised to get 30 for him few days ago. Better go maple and shop ard now in case I forget again tml morning. ;p
Love YaYa
I was wondering, perhaps I had depression but I dun wan to find out or even to get myself cure. I must be mad... Who cares abt it? =D
Finally going to get my divorce done, meeting the lawyer for the 3rd time and of coz paying $500 again... T.T But well, at least I will be free after paying her the 4th time! I really looking forward for that day to come, I dun wan to hav anymore to do wif that idiot. Just my luck to meet such a jerk.
Has been raining these few days, making everyone falling sick. I tink I will get the sickness sooner or later since the kids ard me are already starting their germs to me. -_-ll Must drink more water and rest more.. Urgh... I hate the feeling of falling sick and most impt tink is I HATE MEDICINES.
Been slacking alot in maple.. Duno why, always wan to slp when I start to maple esp in gangster town. Haha.. Sometimes I just hang myself there and leech while I went to watch tv. Gangster town just dun attract me... >.<
Oops.. I forgot to get diamonds for tomato ler. Hahaha.. Later he will b chasing me for it, tink I promised to get 30 for him few days ago. Better go maple and shop ard now in case I forget again tml morning. ;p
Love YaYa
Thursday, November 02, 2006
My Last Words
Tis is my very last time writing here, wif my true feeling. I noe I wont hav any chance again coz I will not give myself a 2nd chance.
Since young, I already knew being a human is a torture. I always ask why am I being brought to this world and suffer? Mani times adults think that by providing us gd education and life of everything is being responsible. But did they realise how mani times I was being humiliated in school and how nasty they said abt me and my family? Perhaps they will never get to know as I never mentioned a word to them. There r mani tinks cant b bought by money, like care and concern. I always tink: why dun i get a complete family like my frens do? why dun i get to see my parents daily like my frens do? why dun i get family day like my frens do? No1 gave me the answer before, I dun even dare to ask the adults for fear I will get scoldings and beatings instead.
I dun like people, I dun like to talk wif them. I dun wan anyone of them to get close me and hurt me. But still I failed to protect myself..
Just now I said very hurtful comments to someone I cared and loved most. I know he must have hated me alot now. He told me he hate me, very very much and had never loved me all along. I really hoped he said that from his bottom of his heart. I'm glad he said that to me, so tat I can leave this world in peace knowing this.
I am so tired of living on, I can't find any reason for me to continue on. Everyone hates me, I am just a burden to everyone. If I were to leave tis world, it's a release for all. It will bring everyone happiness... If my death can do such great thing, death is nothing to me.
Sorry tat I bring so much sorrow, unhappiness and troubles to people ard me. I hope tat life without me will be a better life for all of you. I love you.
Love YaYa
Since young, I already knew being a human is a torture. I always ask why am I being brought to this world and suffer? Mani times adults think that by providing us gd education and life of everything is being responsible. But did they realise how mani times I was being humiliated in school and how nasty they said abt me and my family? Perhaps they will never get to know as I never mentioned a word to them. There r mani tinks cant b bought by money, like care and concern. I always tink: why dun i get a complete family like my frens do? why dun i get to see my parents daily like my frens do? why dun i get family day like my frens do? No1 gave me the answer before, I dun even dare to ask the adults for fear I will get scoldings and beatings instead.
I dun like people, I dun like to talk wif them. I dun wan anyone of them to get close me and hurt me. But still I failed to protect myself..
Just now I said very hurtful comments to someone I cared and loved most. I know he must have hated me alot now. He told me he hate me, very very much and had never loved me all along. I really hoped he said that from his bottom of his heart. I'm glad he said that to me, so tat I can leave this world in peace knowing this.
I am so tired of living on, I can't find any reason for me to continue on. Everyone hates me, I am just a burden to everyone. If I were to leave tis world, it's a release for all. It will bring everyone happiness... If my death can do such great thing, death is nothing to me.
Sorry tat I bring so much sorrow, unhappiness and troubles to people ard me. I hope tat life without me will be a better life for all of you. I love you.
Love YaYa
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Lies, Lies & Lies
After more tan 7mths, I finally realised that I had never been in love. All those love & promises are nothing but lies only... Stupid arh?
I should have known that right from the start but everytime I had been so naive. No one is true to anyone.. They pretend it for sometink in return. Only if you r of some use or else u r just a pile of rubbish...
Issit so fun to make fun of me and my feeling? Isn't I am a human being as well? Why some people can do it without their conscious? I am just plain stupid, thinking everyone will use their true feeling to treat me but in the end everyone just hurt me.
It's time for me to wake up from my dreams and face the reality. I shall treat it as a lesson learnt but this lesson had been too much for me to take it. Perhaps I am right to choose to abort my baby.. But this nightmare will only follow me alone for the rest of my life.
Stupid YaYa
I should have known that right from the start but everytime I had been so naive. No one is true to anyone.. They pretend it for sometink in return. Only if you r of some use or else u r just a pile of rubbish...
Issit so fun to make fun of me and my feeling? Isn't I am a human being as well? Why some people can do it without their conscious? I am just plain stupid, thinking everyone will use their true feeling to treat me but in the end everyone just hurt me.
It's time for me to wake up from my dreams and face the reality. I shall treat it as a lesson learnt but this lesson had been too much for me to take it. Perhaps I am right to choose to abort my baby.. But this nightmare will only follow me alone for the rest of my life.
Stupid YaYa
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