3rd day of repairing my car porch ceiling and finally no more drilling during the day. Not that I don't like it, is the little one inside me been kicking as if he is afraid of the sound. And due to the noise pollution, I couldn't nap in the day so I was too tired in the morning. Hee.. But well, I still managed to nap awhile yesterday though I have been waking up by the noise while weiwei nap throughout for 2 days (really salute him for being able to sleep through despite of the loud sound). 

Wonder how heavy is the little one, seeing gynae on sunday and wonder when will he be coming out to meet us. To be frank, I am quite tired of waiting although I know I can't rest well when he's out. I can't wait to meet him face-to-face! =D

Now counting down, waiting game.. Wonder when will baby coming to see us.. I have been thinking what signal will i be having on that day etc.. Hehe.. Maybe i have nothing to do so i have been thinking many things recently.

Next week going to bring weiwei for 3 year old assessment, hopefully i can still accompany him to polyclinic. And today is his birthday but dear is busy with his project so tonight i will be buying him his favourite fish n prawn. Perhaps can take photos on how he feast on them, haha..

Every year when is near to my birthday or anniversary, I always tell him I wanted flowers but as always I will never get it. I know he isn't a romantic person or someone who will give flowers during the special days so I expected nothing from him since I didn't have anything from him. However this year he gave me a very pleasant surprise on my birthday. He actually went to buy me a bouquet of forget-me-not for me and brought it home secretly. I was caught by surprise that he did that, is so sweet of him to do that too. I wonder if there will be a second time from him? Haha.. I feel very contented that he actually did it for once in his lifetime (at least to me), thank you my dear. =)

First flower bouquet from my dear

Look pretty isn't it?

Weiwei at home today as his school has 4 cases of HFMD with 2 cases in his class so dear don't want to let him take the risk of getting it as well. He did something on his own while I was bathing just now. He wanted to eat bread but didn't let me know so he took the bread, nutella (his all-time favourite) and butter spread knife from the fridge and decide to do it himself. As I expected, it quite a mess. Too much nutella on the bread, he had it even on the table, his hands and handkerchief (he actually used that to wipe off the excess =.=). I didn't scold him, I know he is just trying to get it done and eat it. I need to hide the knife somewhere already, sigh.

And lastly, happy birthday to myself. :)

I wonder how is weiwei doing in school today. He was on diaper-free for the first time yesterday in school but I am not sure why he look so terrified and frightened when he saw me after school. I am not sure why he reacted that way as I spoke with the teacher today and they were surprised too with his reaction. I was told he was doing well yesterday and no one scolded him so they are not sure why he was so scared. Perhaps he is still trying to get used to this major change and not comfortable in going to a new toilet, haha..

I have almost finish washing baby's things except a cot bumper and clothings. Not that I am lazy, is just that I don't want to wash them too early so been dragging the time. Maybe I will start washing them next week provided the weather is on my side, I just hate it that it has to rain daily in the afternoon. Even it doesn't rain, it will only be like once or twice a week only so is really hard to predict and I still have our own clothings to wash as well. And I have to squeeze in a day or two to use febreeze to 'clean' baby toys and mattress, not to mention I need to put them in the sun (again). Need to do things faster to wait for the little one's arrival!

Had a busy night yesterday, went to sg and brought ah b to KKH, suspected fractured wrist as he fell earlier in the noon when he is walking downstair to wait for school bus. He claimed he didn't see where he was walking, he was looking somewhere else (plus i think day-dreaming as well) and thus caused him to fall. His wrist is swollen and unable to move, he didn't tell mum about it until mum came back in the night (buy him dinner). On cast for a week, going back to see bone specialist on thursday to check if he need a permanent cast that can last him for a mth or nothing really serious as the x-ray couldn't see much and the doctor-on-duty in A&E didn't want to take the risk so treated it as fractured wrist first. So his birthday that fall on next saturday will be a day without cake as mum said he can't eat eggs, bean types veges and anything sour. Haiz..

It has been a tiring weekend.. Saturday we went Jusco, buying some baby's stuffs and my confinement items. Thinking of buying them now since it's almost April and didn't want to push it further just in case. Was so happy to see that they are opening Delifrance in May, can't wait to eat it again. ^^ Sunday I followed dear to his office, waited for him about an hour and weiwei started crying after 35mins cause his papa never come back. Haha.. After that we went ikea as the clock in my room is spoilt, we wanted to get extra pillow cases as well (for relatives to use when they are coming over) and we bought some oven stuffs too. I am planning to bake cupcakes during the weekend if dear is not working. Anyway weiwei is so excited over the cakes and he has been choosing over what should I bake for him. =.=

This morning he seems to has a little cough, hope it won't get worse or else he is going to miss school again (that's what he has been hoping!). Shall monitor him for today and decide later if he is able to go tomorrow.

Going to see baby this sunday but not sure if we can make it or not. Dear has been working on sunday for the past 2 weeks and if he need to work this sunday, most probably I will choose not to visit gynae too as I feel it will too rush to buy groceries; visit gynae; lunch and rushing to sg. I didn't want to come back late though dear can go for work later as the kids need to go school the next day. Let's see then..

Has been a busy weekend for me, now my legs are aching due to walking. Haha..

Seen baby on Saturday, he has been growing well. 651g on week24+4days. After that we went to Taka baby fair and bought a few items, doesn't seem to buy many stuffs but it cost us $16x. Let me think what did i buy.. Nipple cream, milk shield collector, breast pads, pacifier, 3 newborn toys (actually I only chose 2 and weiwei wanted to buy the ball for himself+didi, haha), a set of car window shields and a pair of newborn socks. Things are expensive nowadays, haiz.. But I really enjoy buying them and there are some other items I will need to get them by end of next month or 2. To prevent myself forgetting what to buy, I will need to write a list down. And dear has been taking his time to think of a name for baby, he has been lazy plus busy. Hope June will be here soon! ^^

DIY a beansprout bolster for baby, hope baby likes it since my sewing is not as good as the professional, hehe. Took me quite some time to finish it as i was trying to estimate the amount of beansprout to put in. 

Weiwei is still crying in school, i really hope he can get used to it soon. Heartpain to see him cry so badly everyday and the kelian look. I am trying hard not to be soft-hearted and stop letting him go school. Haiz..

There will never be forever happiness or love, they are here and gone before you know it. Perhaps it's a blessing to know it earlier than later. I hope the heart will stop crying and bleeding, it hurts..

Hormones acting up again, feel like crying for no reason again. I need more love, care and attention than ever. Please treat me like an infant and shower me with all the love you can, i need lots of it. :(




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Suddenly i am afraid of giving birth, i feel like running away. I even want to pretend baby isnt here, i think i must be crazy now.



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I have been sleeping very little for the past 3 days. Though my eyes are closed but i know i was awake. I am not sure why but i have been feeling very depressed for the past few days, it's like unloved/unwanted. The feeling is awful and i hardly able to cope it. Yesterday i couldn't take it and cried several times, trying to relieve the unhappiness inside me. I hate the feeling, i think it must be the hormones changing. I hope my old self will be back soon. :(




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I never expected it is that difficult to get my boy to school. This morning he woke up early and i thought we are able to go out early but i was wrong. When he saw his uniform that i intend to change for him, he threw the top onto the floor and lie on the sofa refusing to get up. I tried to take off his pyjames and he was pulling it back, saying no at the same time. After coaxing him for 30mins, nothing is done and i gave up as i didn't want to force him. I know clearly if i had force him to go school, he won't like school again. I hope he will want to go tomorrow.

Dear had gone to KL today and he will only be back until next tues. I am starting to miss him already, sigh. He went to work just now, not sure what time will he be going back to the hotel. I don't think i am able to stay up too late to wait for his msn.

I am so bored at home, i hope to be able to bring weiwei to school soon so my time will pass faster. Jia you baby!

Waited more than 2 hours yesterday but when I saw the screen, all the wait is worth it. I saw her being very excited, jumping up and down and waving her tiny little hand. At 1 point of time, I think I even saw a smile like face. Though the screen is in black and white but I could clearly recognise the face. I can't wait to see her again next month, hope she will let me know her gender then as this time she had her legs all up and showing off her buttocks. =D

I was so upset and angry last night. My boy had his legs on my bed, making me unable to turn and felt so warm thus unable to sleep. Tried to wake him up to move my boy but he slept like dead log. End up I had to sleep on the floor and he still sleep so soundly, at 1 point of time he even sleep over to my side! It started to rain and I cant get back to bed so I had to sleep on the sofa. =(

My boy down with chickenpox while I barely able to eat anything, how worse can it get? Lucky my boy seems well and fine with it or else I think I will be death at a even faster rate. Sigh..

December, december.. When are you coming? I wish it will come real soon and hope I will feel better. Eating meals now seem a torture to me as I hardly can eat it and at the same time I can feel the hunger in me. Arghh....

I feel so unwell, I feel like I am dying everyday. I know all these feelings are good signs but sometimes I really hate it. I know I am indecisive. =(

Time for laugh

Just now I went to topup petrol fuel and after when I am done, I couldn't start my car. I tried like 5-6 times, still unable to start it so I have no choice but to call dear. In the end I forgot to put my gear to N/P. >.< 

I think I must be daydreaming again, don't know I didn't take note of that. Dear definitely will be laughing at me when he come home tonight.

Tomorrow evening I will be facing the answer, I am not thinking of it now. I don't want to stress myself or anyone. :)

I don't know what is truth and what is fake, I don't know to believe or to doubt. I am afraid to believe what I had seen, I am afraid that I will be disappointed. I don't know if I have the courage to face it, I don't know what kind of feeling should I get myself prepared. Everything seems so real and yet so unreal at the same time. I will only know the answer in another week time, what will the answer be and what answer am I hoping..

I thought I will be having a smooth sailing journey, I guess I got too excited. Now I am feeling unwell, nausea has been around for like half an hour and I just feel like going to the toilet to puke. Sigh.. I hope this kind of feeling will not get worse, just stay this way. :( 

It has been such a long long time since I wrote something in my blog, I think partly is because I am plain lazy to update it. I hope I will try to update it more frequent so in the future I will not forget bits and pieces of the memories that I will like to remember. 

Today is the 3rd day dear went Hongkong, he didn't call us in the afternoon so I guess he must be too busy to do so. I can only see him in another week, I wonder if he misses us like how we miss him? 

Decided to spend more time with the family instead of the laptop, my boy has been growing so fast and I hope I can see him more before he doesn't want me to be with him. Haha..

Beaba Babycook Baby Food Maker is in my next to buy list. ^^ Got to write it here in case I forgotten the name, haha..

Went for a shopping spree yesterday but the one who got the most is my boy, haha.. He got himself a farm with truck and lots of animals, a ball, a set of utensils for his self feeding, his bathing and utensil washing refills, a finger toothbrush, a learning chopsticks. I think that's it, I can't remember it. Hehe..

Actually we intend to get a darker tone curtains and a mirror in Ikea but end up buying so many things for him. Seeing him enjoys so much in his new farm, I am glad that we decide to buy it back. 

Ordered a few sets of his cloth diapers and should be receiving them tomorrow. He starts wearing them 24/7 but due to raining weather, he doesn't have enough diapers to change. Anyway he will be using them for quite some time so still worthwhile.

He has showed interest in self feeding and this afternoon he had his first try. It was fine initially and right after I took some photos, his food start to fly over all the place. Haha.. It's really fun to see him progressing daily, getting better and cleverer each day. I hope to hear him call MaMa real soon. =)

YaYa

Currently crazy about cloth diaper. Haha.. Not those we see and use in the olden days where we have to fold it and can only wear for 1 pee. I am referring to those modified ones where each cloth diaper can wear about 3hrs, the cover is in either solid and designs plus WATERPROOF material. Though is expensive when buy initially but in the long run, I can save quite a sum. And can pass down if is well-maintenance., haha.. Actually the main point is not only can save money, can save the environment too. Since I am a SATM, I believe I have the time to wash it (anyway I am not the one washing, is my washing machine doing the job =D). Looking forward to receive them perhaps by next week, give them a few washes and ready to use on my boy. Can't wait to receive my loots! ^^

YaYa

Once upon a time, there is a silly girl who thought herself as a piece of carrot so when she was holding a carrot while cutting, she put her own finger at the bottom of the knife and cut it along. Haha.. That person is me. =.= Nothing serious but that finger won't be able to use anytime soon since I can't press on it.

Dear is considering of changing job. At first he was worried I will be unhappy but I told him his fear is unfounded.  If he wishes to change a new environment, I won't stop him. I know he isn't happy with his current job so I keep encouraging him to find a new one. Hope he can get one that he truly likes and enjoys. ^^

YaYa

Time passes so fast, I have been driving for 2 weeks to and fro custom le. Well, so far so good and of course hope it will remain the same for the rest of my life. Haha..

Everyone in the family falls sick, cough and flu. Lucky my little boy is getting well soon, he is stronger than I thought. His 7th tooth is on its way out and think the 8th tooth will be here anytime, haha.. Waiting for him to get well before training him to sleep on his own. He has been sleeping with us and kicking him whole night. Lucky his head always on my side so I am able to sleep peacefully. =P

YaYa

2 years has passed, I thought my heart has heal, I thought I had move on, I thought I had put it down. 

My heart can still feel the pain as if it had just happened, everything is still so fresh in my mind. My heart still misses so much, my tears still flow down automatically, I still hope it didn't happen at all. I can't turn back time; I wish I could; I yearn I could.

There will always be a little place for you in my heart, my mind. I miss you, I really do.

YaYa

I think I will be dying of exhaustion soon. For the past few nights, weiwei has been crying for not few mins but few hours. I really don't know what he wants or do, I am so tired of petting him back to sleep while he cried and rolled all over the place. If he's teething, I hope the nightmare will end real soon. Haiz..

I think I might see ***ae in JB but trying to find good one or else I won't even think about it. Wonder if anyone can helps me ask around or not.. Pray that everything goes smoothly.

YaYa

I have a little secret, a secret that can't say it out. Wanted to tell everyone but I know I can't. Sigh..

YaYa

It has been a super long time since I last posted. Well, was struggling with itch (almost) daily and it was really a hard task to deal with everyday when woke up. Legs started to itch and even though you don't scratch it, it will automatically spread to other areas. Sometimes I can't stand it and scratch like hell. Of course, it gets worsen and leave scars on it. I had this problem for months but couldn't think of a solution. In the end, I force myself to pay a visit to the doctor. The moment doctor listened to my complaint and seen my legs, he told me it is a sign of allergy. Bleh.. At the same time, the first thing that came into my mind is dust!!! Alot of renovations going around my area and my district is still building many houses but as I still sweep the floor frequently, I am not sure if that's the cause.  Anyway I had an anti-allergy injection and given some medicines too.

The moment I got home, I took off all the bedsheets, curtains to wash. Vacuum the floor, mop it and clear everything that collect dust. Has been cleaning the house since Sunday and so far the itch never come back. Intend to wash major items every 2 weeks and too bad I can't sun my mattress, haha.. Dear must be feeling relieved to hear that as our mattress is so heavy. Let's pray the itch will never ever return to me again, I hate it!

YaYa

My little weiwei is having teeth soon, can see 2 white teeth at the bottom of his mouth. Finally I guess, he has been biting on things he can hold and lucky that he doesn't drool. Hee..

Dear's parents intend to bring the kids (of course including us) to Genting during the CNY. We planned to go back hometown for few more days but his colleagues took the days right after CNY so dear is not allowed to take it. He was unhappy, keeps comfort him telling him we can go back during June holiday. I understand that his parents miss him and weiwei so I don't mind going back for longer time, anyway it's just once or twice a year.

I am quite lazy to upload photos as all in dear's laptop. Will try to upload from his when I remember lo. ^^

YaYa

Time seems to pass very fast. Weiwei is almost 8mths old, still remember how tiny he was when he first come to the world. He is getting naughtier each day but at the same time, he is more adorable and always make others laugh. He is already able to stand on his own quite well and starts to walk a couple of steps holding onto sofa, bed frame. I think he might starts walking soon and perhaps will skip crawling phase. Cause whenever I put him on tummy, he will just turn around without trying to crawl. =.= I think can't force him to do things, shall let nature take its own course.

Enen has been coping well in school. She has homework daily (almost) and today is her first chinese spelling, wonder if she can cope with it or not. Well, I don't wish to give her any pressure, just hope that she can do well in her studies. Her birthday is in 2 weeks' time and falls on a friday. Dear has decided to take half-day leave on that day so we can buy her a cake secretly and celebrate for her when she comes home from school. Lucky she didn't reach home very late, around 7.30pm.

Ah b has been doing his homework. Mummy told me that if he does that, he will be allow to play games. Haha.. Now he study his own spelling also, getting more and more independent I guess. Hope he will be a good boy.

YaYa

I am almost dying.. Been sick for about a month and have not got well yet. Everyone except dear has fallen sick (he is so healthy LO!), spreading virus around. Haha..

Just now weiwei fell down. That enen go carry him when I went to boil water and trip over a water bottle. Weiwei knock right on the floor, forehead had a big bump and chin bleeds too. So heartpain!!! Later got to boil 1 egg to roll his head, so kelian. =(

YaYa

Have not been blogging for super long time. Partly was because I was lazy and another reason was I was busy with weiwei. The defects about my house also not done yet so fan lo..

Been cooking daily except when we need to go to sg so all my free time is being slotted into watering, cooking, bathing etc. No time to do other things at all. I miss the times when I am free to do whatever I like, unlike now I got to do all the important stuffs before I have time for myself.

Weiwei has been getting naughtier each day and really know how to make people smile. He already sit very well on his own and fell down a few times. So xin tong lo.. Hope he won't fall again, my kelian de weiwei.

Enen has been sick for weeks le and hasn't got well yet. Now me and weiwei got the virus from her liao.. So angry as she always cough without covering her mouth, letting the virus fly all over the house!! Haiz.. Hopefully all of us get well real soon. =(

YaYa

By the way, she is 7 weeks old now. The owner intends to put her to dog farm if no one wants her, kelian right? Hopefully she likes her new home and will get used as soon as possible. =)

Been so busy and tiring for the past few weeks due to moving house. Finally majority of my stuffs are unpacked except for 1 big box and 1 small box as I do not have enough shelf to put it. Will need to get another cupboard from ikea again, so far lo..

Our family got a new member last night. Is a cute little puppy. =D Haven't decide on its name yet but is a girl. Any suggestion? Hmm.. Got to end it here, its awake and crying in toilet. Had to lock her in due to her teething and for less than an hour, she has been biting almost everything in my house!!!

YaYa

So tired today.. Feel like doing nothing, just lie down for the day. Yesterday went over to new house again, to do spring cleaning. Aiyo, house so big and took us whole afternoon just washing the floor lo. We didn't manage to clean the window at all cause is already evening le. And surprisingly, all of us forgotten to eat lunch as well. 

The house not ready yet, stupid contractors to blame. Who cares, I already lock up the house, none of them are getting into it without my presence. They can only get their balance after I move in AND finish up what they supposed to do, or else dont even bother to think about getting a single cent from me. The painter still dare to threaten, saying if we don't give him the balance he will not return keys to us. Then forget about getting the $700 lo, I can use that to change lock and add additional locks. That won't even cost me $700, see who is on the losing end. If you think you can go into my house with the current keys u r holding, go ahead. And I am switching on my alarm this sunday. Try me, I am not afraid of you. Make me pissed off and trust me, you are not even allowed to come back to finish up your job.

YaYa

Counting down daily and cannot believe it that I am moving in 2 weeks' time! Most of the renovations are done except for the kitchen cabinets and oven cupboard. I am so worried that it will not done in time, definitely killing that carpenter if he is unable to do it on time. The paint colours I chose for the house really look pretty, I love it a lot. Sorry, no photos yet because I had forgotten to snap. >.< Going over again this weekend and MUST remember to shoot a couple of it. Overall, I enjoy staying there since I like the house in the first place. Though it's not as pretty as others but I am content with what it is now. Don't ask for impossible will make life happier for us, doesn't it? =)

YaYa

Flat getting messier each day as I have start packing stuffs into boxes. Previous experience told me not to pack in the last minute, NO TIME!

Alot of things are not done yet, hope our house will ready by 3rd week of the month. So rushing, like not enough time to finish on time. Arghh.. I need more time to do everything. 

Thinking of going over to take a look, has not been there for more than a month. I wonder how much has it changed and don't know if I can recognise my own house or not, haha..

YaYa

I know I had not been writing, my pokpok fell sick again. Flu and diarrhea so had to take care of him. Kelian lo, make me so heartpain..

Cannot imagine that I have less than a month before I move into new house. Wonder if I can adapt or not, haha.. My flat here already renting to his friend le so at least got savings lo. Won't be using the rental income, will be saving it up every month for rainy days. =) I will be rich taitai soon, HAHA!

YaYa

Dear wanted to paint the interior of the new house himself with another friend of his. At first I agreed as I thought is only a small part of the house require painting, then when I went over again last week I realise almost the first floor of the house need painting (including ceiling lo). Aiyo.. like this how to paint, is super super tiring de lo. Though we are already in very tight budget but I really don't want dear to do such a tough job so I told him to get someone to paint the house instead. =) Another sum of money flowing out, when are money coming in?? Sigh

YaYa

Not feeling happy.. I dream of papa, not exactly seeing him as a real person but in photos. I saw papa in photos with us, we were in cruise and we looked very happy in them. I don't know what it means but I only know I felt sadness when I saw papa. I guess I still miss him and it was like out of the sudden. I think there's a period that I had forgotten about papa and he just appears in my dream. Not sure whether should I let mama know or not. All I remember is I woke up crying, the feeling of missing him is so much that I had to cry it out. PaPa, I miss you..

YaYa

Hohoho.. I am going Genting next month. Dear's company treat their colleagues and immediate family there as there is no bonus lo. -.- Better than nothing, can bring the kids to amusement park to play.

YaYa

I cannot make up my mind to buy myself a new wallet or not.. Sigh.. My wallet's screw always come loose and I lost the part once and I searched like hell in my bag and finally found it. On the other hand, I want to save money on other don't know what I might need stuffs. Why I am not a millionaire so I do not need to keep thinking over again and again, losing tons of hairs just on a wallet? Perhaps as time passes, I will just give up on it (as usual). =(

YaYa

I think I am falling sick, having running nose since yesterday night. At first I thought is because of the dust as I had packed some of the kids' books, trying to find their pencils in the whole lot. -.-ll But this morning the running nose is still there so I guess it's coming for me since I have not fall sick for quite some time le. Sigh.. Hope my pok pok won't get it from me. *Pray*

Last night bought air tickets to Penang, confirm moving house on 1 Nov liao. Think his parents will be trilled that we took the morning flight instead of the evening flight as we wanted to let them have more time with baby. Not bringing ah b along as I know he would want to stay at mummy's place. Anyway, we will go over there on saturday to bring him home so not much difference. Hopefully my house will be ready by then. Haven't got time to go over to buy paints and lighting.

YaYa

Tiny Love Symphony-in-Motion Mobile

Tiny Love's award-winning Symphony in Motion mobiles redefine mobiles by combining a wide variety of engaging developmental stimuli. A multitude of fascinating movements and motions captivate baby's senses as she listens to selected classical music pieces that challenge and enrich her, both emotionally and intellectually. This delightful farmyard motif features Mozart, Beethoven and Bach musical pieces. Requires 3 "AA" batteries (not included). Measures 15.5" x 14" x 4.5".

Tiny Love Sweet Island Dreams Mobile

The arch of this unique mobile is designed like a tree trunk with green leafy branches extending outwards to give each friendly creature its own presence. Each of the 3 adorable characters does a special "dance" as it dangles from the tree. Babies will marvel at the choreography of the giraffe, monkey and the bird moving independently to the sound of soothing and engaging music. 3 C 1.5V Batteries Required, Not Included.

Fisher-Price Rainforest Peek-a-Boo Leaves Musical Mobile

Able to convert to a crib-side music box and night light, the Rainforest™ Peek-a-Boo Leaves Music™ from Fisher-Price® features 3 classical compositions for choose from: Bach, Mozart or Beethoven as well as 3 modes: music, lights and motion for 10 minutes, or music and lights for 18 minutes. Also offered are rainforest sounds and music that can be activated by the included remote.

Fisher-Price Smart Response Mobile

This mobile debuts a new feature in the Newborn mobile category: Baby Response. When baby cries continuously for 8 seconds or longer, the mobile automatically starts with motion and music. This features times out after 3 hours, however, just like remote controls do. There is a dial on the top of the moblie to adjust the sensitivity of the Baby Response system. There is also a small LED on the unit's base to indicate whether or not Baby Response is still activated. Mom can also choose to de-activate Baby Response and simply start the music and motion herself. The base of this mobile resembles a large frog with four colorful legs. In the base is a nightlight and three buttons: one for Beethoven, one for Mozart, and one for lullabies. Music plays for 12-15 minutes. The armature of the mobile has leaf detailing at the top. There are four hanging satin and velour plush characters: a yellow duck, a green and blue turtle, a purple and green snail, and a smaller satin bee with blue wings. As the baby grows, the armature can be removed, and the base remains as a crib-side soother.

Fisher-Price 2-In-1 Precious Planet Projection Mobile

This is a projection mobile with a canopy that brings the light show closer to baby. A delicate canopy hangs overhead of baby with four plush characters attached to it (teal whale, white polar bear, green alligator and yellow lion). Each character represents an environment from around the world. A soft light pattern is projected from the base of the mobile onto the inside of the canopy. When baby grows, the armature can be removed, and the light pattern can project onto the ceiling.



Has been searching for a cot mobile but couldn't make up my mind which one to buy. Which one do you like?

YaYa

Going broke very soon from the rate I spent on my son. Just now child guidance clinic called me and arranged ah b to go for 1 to 1 reading programme. I know I got no choice, he has difficulties on reading. Can't even read a single sentence at 9. But it cost $70 per session!!! 1 session last an hour and he supposed to go every week! OMG.. What am I going to do? Feel depressed.. =(

YaYa

Been so busy for the past week..

As usual, we went to our house last saturday, it's almost done. Not all la, is the cement works and electric works will be finished by friday. Will be pulling alarm wiring this thursday but we are not putting the alarm up yet because the house beside us has not started renovation so when they renovated, our alarm cannot be switched on so no point wasting money to do it now and cannot switched on. Went ikea, bought a staircase lights and mirrors for bathrooms. Hee..

Forgotten what I did on sunday le, haha.. Then my girl had fever since monday till now, went off yesterday noon time and came back in the night. The first day was so scary, as high as 39.3 lo. Think is due to lack of water during the weekend, haiz.. Been getting her to drink lots of water and sleep, hope she can go to school tomorrow. She misses her school and been asking me when she can go back. Get well soon, girl.

YaYa

Ok, I have upload some recent photos of pok pok. Not easy to take photo for him as he moves a lot nowadays. He always know how to make people laugh and happy.. He looks different compared with newborn photos right? Sometimes he would play with himself and talk so loud, waking us up. Then as expected, dear will wake up and play with him, saying it's too difficult to resist. Haha..

YaYa

I almost unable to wake up this morning, was too tiring.. I went to msia twice over the long weekend, haha.. Urgently need to settle stuffs for the new house as we are moving in soon. Quarrelled dear on sun, was really upset that I had to scrimp for everything. I don't like the feeling and guess he didn't know my true feeling till I vent it all out at him. I believe he is unhappy too as he didn't know how I felt all along and in the end, he gave in to me. =)

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So kelian.. My pok pok didn't sleep well last night, he has been waking up and cry. Can't bear to see him suffer, I gave him flu medicine in the night to let him sleep better. Now whenever he cries or makes noise, it will accompany with the flu sound. Feel so heartpain and these 2 days seem to be having haze, think it will somehow worsen his sickness. =(

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Aiyo, my pok pok fall sick again!!! This time is ren wei lo!!! Dear let the fan blow at full blast for 2 nights, only turn to the lowest speed near morning. Even I also feel cold and cover blanket in the middle of the night. My poor pok pok has been sneezing for the whole day and just now even has running nose. Poor boy.. I don't want to give him medicine, not good for his body. Shall monitor and decide bah.

Last night quarrelled with dear and asked him to sell the house away. Was told must choose a date to do renovation so get him to call home to get a date as I don't bother for such thing de lo. I just start and move in as and when I am free, don't care de. Then when informed that our main door must changed, I was stunned lo. Now the door is facing south and the fengshui master said must change to face west as dear is "gold" while the current door is "fire" so will make the family quarrel frequently. I was like ... Lucky our garden is on the correct side or else they say the house can sell off le. But still it look super weird to have the main door move to the garden side and the odd house with no door in front. Plus got to re-do the wiring there.. All these will cost a big sum and his parents offered to pay for it. Aiyo, it's like wasting money to do it and also will need longer than we expected time to finish all the renovation. The more I think, the more problems I can thought of come out so I just commented may as well sell the house off and get a south facing house. But I know I won't want that kind of house as it will be very warm with the sun shinning for hours in the house and I got no air-con to cool down the house! Super sian lo.. Was so happy to get a house and now feel frustrating instead.

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This is the set we bought, everything you see in the picture are included in it. Too bad I had forgotten (again) to take photo in the home fair but guess this is better than nothing. Not bad hor?

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So tiring, I hardly able to wake up this morning. Went homedec in JB yesterday with the intention of getting stove package but end up we didn't buy it. Because the brand we wanted to get did not set up a store there and majority of the brands there we are not sure if they are good to use or not. We got no one to ask for opinion so decided not to risk it.

Anyway we did get some loots home. We bought furniture instead, haha.. Bought a bedroom set and living room set. That cost us about 10k including mattress. We got the Slumberland mattress, not those unheard brand. The furniture sales gave us a 20% discount on the mattress. We did go to the mattress store to try on it, not bad and quite comfortable and same price before we got our discount. Hee..

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Got enen into a very average school in Woodlands, confirm she's in as I checked MOE website and the school I registered is not full yet. Guess I got to spend more time teaching her and perhaps get her a tutor. At least I am not stressed now, no need to worry about balloting and not getting any place in Woodlands. Perhaps she won't be too stressful in school and enjoy more since she needs to spend hours in traveling.

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I think I am too stressed le. I have been dreaming about schools for the whole night, guess I am too worried about not being able to get a school for my girl. Even I woke up to feed pok pok, I will still continue having the same dream. -.-

I am looking a quite a number of alternatives as I know very well that I will be giving up the application in Innova. No matter how I think, the chances of getting in is really slim especially I am in the last priority. Really have no wish to go through another round of waiting and guessing if I were to fail to get her in this phase. This is too stress for me to take it. Why is it so difficult to find a primary school nowadays? Must be higher expectation of parents, haha.. Who want to put their own child into a super lousy school if one has a choice? Sigh..

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Sad ar!!! Just went to Innova Primary School to register and it already about 200 liao when they only have 158 places. How la? Don't know got the luck in ballot or not and worse still, don't know if it will get to ballot or not. I am so depressed. Next week then will know result ar, I must to pray that I will be able to get a place. Please help me to pray as well, really appreciate it. =(

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Fisher-Price Rock-A-Stack

Munchkin Mozart Magic Cube

Fisher-Price Precious Planet Jumperoo

Wanted to add photos from blogger main page to show the toys I bought at amazon but somehow it doesn't allow me to add photos. To be exact, the icons are all gone, wonder who eat it up. Haha.. Hope it will come back soon.

So I used gmail to add photos in, confusing when comes to editing. Sigh

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Went Ikea yesterday, was looking around and finding suitable items for the new house. Bought a table lamp, a ceiling lamp and a box of 6 glasses. Hee..

Order a jumperoo and a couple of toys from amazon just now, finally.. Wanted to do so earlier but I always forgotten, haiz..

Just now I checked my a/c, thinking to check how much to save and realise I got $300+ extra. Couldn't figure out where the amount comes from. Could it be from
1. Idiot? Nah, he won't be so nice to transfer earlier than he promised.
2. Childcare refund? But can't be, they always use it to offset future payments and they only own me $188.
Could it be ...?? I quickly log into my internet banking to check my fund transfer history and guess what? My fears really come true. I thought I had paid for my bag, the spree seller also said she received my payment and most importantly is I had already received my bag last week! So whose payment did she receive from and why the fund was bounced back to me? I keeps checking the account number she gave me which is correct. I don't understand why. But seems that she has been very busy for the past few days and intending to return her the money. Feels bad and uneasy... I didn't mean it, I just didn't bother to check my account as she told me she received so didn't think so much. -.-ll
What should I do?

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So headache.. Last night childcare centre called me and informed me that there is a kid in K1 tio H1N1!! I'm not worried enen tio, I am more worried pok pok tio. He's still so young, think his body is not strong enough to fight it lo. Today I didn't bring enen to school, let the school clean up first. So scary lo.. The teacher just asked me why she didn't go school, think she also scared, haha...

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Pok pok had his injection on Monday, didn't cried much as he was distracted by toy rattle. Haha.. Guess that's the first time I see him so happy and alert at PD clinic. He had slight fever in the evening and was really cranky for the whole day. Constantly required carrying and even carrying, he would screamed out of sudden, guess the medicine making him uncomfortable. He seems to be able to recognise people now. Nowadays whenever dear carry him, he would cry and make a fuss till I take over. After that, he will quiet down and lie on me. Like this how to get some rest wor? sigh..

Hope he will accept others so I won't be so busy.

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Yesterday was soo tired.. Pok pok refused to sleep the previous night, only fall asleep around 1plus right after the fan broke down!!! Don't know we suay or lucky, 2 fans broke down at the same day. Lucky wasn't very warm and managed to sleep till early morning.

Dear was too tired to go for work and get him to take leave, can go malaysia to register our marriage. Need to do so in order to apply for visa later on. But didn't manage to register as we are supposed to submit my divorce papers. Sigh.. Next week has to go there again and this time going there early morning so can do both at the same time. :-)

One funny thing I noted when I am on my way to msia. Our sg custom is as per normal, nothing extra but when I went over to msia custom, I saw those temperature camera and all their officers wear masks. It was like what happened there? Think they really scare of getting it but I wonder if they do know the fact that normal masks are unable to block h1n1/flu/cough, only n95 mask can do the job. It's like waste of $ and effort of putting a mask on without preventing it, haha..

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Sigh.. pok pok blocked nose hasn't cleared, still as blocked. Though he hasn't got well, I had stopped his medicine a couple of days ago. Was told by some forumers that it is not advised to let baby to take medicine for more than 3 days, also his PD don't encourage to introduce medicines at such young age. Hope pok pok can sleep more and allow his body to fight against the virus. JIA YOU POK POK!

Didnt go msia yesterday, pok pok is the main reason. Hopefully we can go this coming weekend. Still discussing what to do for reno, trying our best to save money. Lucky I loved the original look of the house so I don't really mind if we can't do much reno due to money issue. As long as we r happy together, nothing else really matters. :)

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Kelian de pokpok.. He has fall sick le. Having blocked nose (keep sneezing) and coughing. So heartpain.. Never expected him to fall sick at such young age.

Brought him to polyclinic and power down in 5 mins when I reached there!! After that, the pcs and the auto registration machines went down, unable to restart. So suay lo.. When I went into the doctor's room, she gave me a very uneasy feeling as she called the pharmacy right in front of me and asked them what type of medicine to prescribe to my boy. Zzz.. How am I going to trust her and give my boy the medicine?

After thinking for some time, I decided to go to the PD at night and after sucking the phelgm from his nose, he does breath better. Hope he will get well soon.

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Hee.. I went to ICA to make passport for pok pok, decided to bring him over to view the house together. Quite fast for collection, next Tues but not sure if I am free to go on that day or not. Hmm..

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I think i will be dying of tiredness soon.. Been sleeping at 11pm and waking up before sun rise!! Though dear carry him when he wakes up in the morning while I continue to sleep but I actually didn't really fall asleep. This is so tiring.. I really hope this phase will pass asap.

Bought a rattle monkey, hand squeaker toy and a kid camera (real one, can take photo and upload into pc de). Hope the kids enjoy the new toys. =D Waiting for end of the month to order jumperoo and perhaps a couple of educational/fun toys from amazon. Anyone want to order as well? Hee..

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Heavy Images ahead, be patient while waiting for the photos. These are some overdue photos from full month till last weekend. Wanted to upload yesterday but there seems to have some problems with blogger so drag till today.

We ordered from Sweetest Moment for full month cakes cause they look so presentable and have nice packaging.


This set we ordered for our office as these set has the most items in it, no need to order too many boxes. Haha..


This set we ordered for friends and relatives. We actually ordered an extra set for ourselves to try, I love the glutinous rice.


pok pok's first photo for bathing!!!




Now he look so fresh and ready to go out.


This is the after feed look, so dreamy liao.. haha..


Pok pok always like to make this face, maybe he like to has a small mouth?




Thinking and sleeping at the same time? Wonder what is he thinking about?


"I am flying~"


Papa and mama


Papa, mama and ah ma


We took these at the 1st floor, dear said the background very comforting. =)




He really enjoying his beauty sleep and we can't resist taking a photo of it.


See how happy dear is, rarely see him smile so happy in photos.




Really cannot remember when was the last time we took photos together, sigh..


I still look so fat, urghh..


Finally pokpok has a nice picture with daddy and mummy!!! =D




They kept looking at the bottom and didn't realise dear is behind them taking photo of them.



Family photos taken by stranger in the cabin, haha.. Look at ah b's expression at the 2nd photo, so funny..





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Been busy as usual for the past week as his parents and grandma came over for a few days. Baby having lots of wind in the tummy so doc gave him med with lactobacillus, think to give some good bacteria into his tummy. Old folks don't believe in western medicine so they used their "experience" in trying to get the wind out. Don't know is coincidence or what, after a day my boy's tummy got so distended that we bought him back to his PD. PD was confused as he said tummy should get better with the med (I don't dare to tell him we stopped the med) aand breastfeeding babies would not have so much wind as well. Poor boy got insert pill in his anus and let him pass out all the air. After seeing him suffered so much, dear and me decided to stick back to the med doc prescribed. I don't blame them, I know they meant well for him too. Somehow I felt relieved that I breastfeed directly instead of bottle feed either with formula or expressed breast milk, or else I am not sure how bad would he gets to.

Finally I went to Singapore Flyer on Saturday!! I know I am very slow since it has opened for so long liao. Didn't expect them having promotion so we only paid for adults and kids went in for free. In the end we used the money we saved to buy 2 photos from them. Hee.. We took about 100 photos there. =D It's a very pleasant experience and the next place I hope to go is Henderson Wave. ^^

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Been busy for the past 3 days, it was my dear pok pok's first month celebration. We did not celebrate it at home like the usual practice cause no intention of asking so many people to our house so friday we went out to give out cakes to mama and our offices only. Pok pok almost cried in my office, scared me lo cause our director don't like noise de. My HR also funny de, called to come back to collect (think is present for bb) after I left like 2 hours? I ask dear to go back and collect for me this week, I am lazy just to go down there.

We went Marina Square for lunch cum dinner and walked around there. Got myself a set of nursing nightdress from Mothercare (on sale, 50% disc) and bought a vibrating chair for pok pok at Kiddy Palace. Don't want him to keep staring in space everytime he's awake, he looks so kelian for doing that. Intending to get a jumperoo too but that can wait as he can only sit in it after 3rd month and perhaps get a cheap play gym from forum or ebay for him to start playing now. Being my child is a blessing cause will have many toys to play with, hee..

Pok pok finally sleeping in the night, not waking up and stay awake for hours, Think he's getting used to the routine that light off is meant to sleep. Though he still wake up for feeds but this is much better than previously.

Saturday bought him for checkup and asked about his tummy why so big. Was told there's alot of wind in it and might be a colic baby so was advised must burp him every feed. If doesn't burp=cannot put him down. After that, was given some medicines for him to eat but he super hates it lo. Cry so loud and fierce, heart pain to hear him cry like this.

Will not be free this week, his parents coming on thursday and leaving on saturday. hopefully everything goes well but already start feeling stressful le. *sigh*

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I am so excited.. My boy finally going to a month old tomorrow, really look forward to it. Of course, I will try to take more photos and upload here to share with you all. =)

I hope tonight I will be able to get some rest so that I won't be too tired tomorrow. Hee..

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So tired.. Pok pok has been waking up at 5plus, 6 in the morning and only go back to sleep around 8am. Sigh.. If only he is willing to play on his own while I go back to sleep. He is a month old le (if I count by week), time passes real fast. He's getting fatter and cuter each day, hope he can sleep throughout the night soon. =)

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One of my favourite photos. He looks so cute in this picture right? ^^

I think no one does confinement like me..

I been bathing at least twice daily.
I bath my boy everyday.
I boil water every morning.
I wash clothes.
I went supermarket for the past 2 weeks. (I need panties liner and for a guy who has no experience in such things, it's better to get it myself.)
I went Vivo yesterday.

No, I didn't go Vivo with the mindset of shopping. I wanted to settle my baby bonus matter. Haha.. My sis keeps saying that I am very rich as I don't seem to bother about the baby bonus. It's not that I am rich, just that I got no time to go to the bank and also the money is meant to save up so getting it now or later doesn't really matter. I bought a Baby Bjorn carrier too and a few pieces of newborn clothings (all his current clothes are far too big for him, look so funny when he wear it) at Mothercare as my boy recently wanted to carry (seems that there are wind in his little tummy) and my hands are getting really tired and ache. It's not cheap, cost me a few hundred. Initally I bought a baby sling, really like the design - modern and pretty but the little fellow simply hates the sling. The moment I put him in, he would scream and cry. Actually the way I see him sleeping inside, I feel uncomfortable as well. Perhaps it's because I don't know how to use it. *Sigh*

Weather is so warm and hot nowadays, wish it will be raining cats and dogs real soon. Even pok pok also starts to sweat and will cry for carry so he feels more comfortable and airy, haha..

We are not organsing full month celebration for pok pok as we don't have enough people to order buffet and cakes. So we decided to give out cakes on the same day we gave cakes to our companies to get the quota. Never mind, consider it as saving money and we intend to bring him out instead. Feel to stay at home in that particular day makes pok pok looks so kelian. Where should we go??

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Last night I got so angry with dear not because he did something wrong on the spot, it's because he has been carrying pok pok whenever he's home. And whether pok pok is crying or not.. I know he hardly see him and miss him but the one who eventually had to face him for the whole day is me and not him. Yesterday pok pok had been cranky, wanting someone to carry him every now and then. He's only 2 weeks plus old and I can already feel my hands going to break, I really cannot imagine when he grows older.

I refused to carry him, I refused to feed him. I just let dear carry all he wants and don't bother me. I want him to feel how I felt for the whole day, with him on my hands and unable to do anything. I hope he learnt his lesson.

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I am so tired... I hardly sleep last night as pok pok had been crying for the night. He was trying to find his pacifier but was told to stop giving him for the time being as he has nipple confusion. Wonder if he's going to search for it tonight or not.. It makes everyone feel useless and can't do anything but to see him cry since carrying him also of no use. Sigh.. I really hope this is just a passing phase and it will be over for real soon. I don't think I can take it for long..

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