Heavy Images ahead, be patient while waiting for the photos. These are some overdue photos from full month till last weekend. Wanted to upload yesterday but there seems to have some problems with blogger so drag till today.

We ordered from Sweetest Moment for full month cakes cause they look so presentable and have nice packaging.


This set we ordered for our office as these set has the most items in it, no need to order too many boxes. Haha..


This set we ordered for friends and relatives. We actually ordered an extra set for ourselves to try, I love the glutinous rice.


pok pok's first photo for bathing!!!




Now he look so fresh and ready to go out.


This is the after feed look, so dreamy liao.. haha..


Pok pok always like to make this face, maybe he like to has a small mouth?




Thinking and sleeping at the same time? Wonder what is he thinking about?


"I am flying~"


Papa and mama


Papa, mama and ah ma


We took these at the 1st floor, dear said the background very comforting. =)




He really enjoying his beauty sleep and we can't resist taking a photo of it.


See how happy dear is, rarely see him smile so happy in photos.




Really cannot remember when was the last time we took photos together, sigh..


I still look so fat, urghh..


Finally pokpok has a nice picture with daddy and mummy!!! =D




They kept looking at the bottom and didn't realise dear is behind them taking photo of them.



Family photos taken by stranger in the cabin, haha.. Look at ah b's expression at the 2nd photo, so funny..





YaYa

Been busy as usual for the past week as his parents and grandma came over for a few days. Baby having lots of wind in the tummy so doc gave him med with lactobacillus, think to give some good bacteria into his tummy. Old folks don't believe in western medicine so they used their "experience" in trying to get the wind out. Don't know is coincidence or what, after a day my boy's tummy got so distended that we bought him back to his PD. PD was confused as he said tummy should get better with the med (I don't dare to tell him we stopped the med) aand breastfeeding babies would not have so much wind as well. Poor boy got insert pill in his anus and let him pass out all the air. After seeing him suffered so much, dear and me decided to stick back to the med doc prescribed. I don't blame them, I know they meant well for him too. Somehow I felt relieved that I breastfeed directly instead of bottle feed either with formula or expressed breast milk, or else I am not sure how bad would he gets to.

Finally I went to Singapore Flyer on Saturday!! I know I am very slow since it has opened for so long liao. Didn't expect them having promotion so we only paid for adults and kids went in for free. In the end we used the money we saved to buy 2 photos from them. Hee.. We took about 100 photos there. =D It's a very pleasant experience and the next place I hope to go is Henderson Wave. ^^

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Been busy for the past 3 days, it was my dear pok pok's first month celebration. We did not celebrate it at home like the usual practice cause no intention of asking so many people to our house so friday we went out to give out cakes to mama and our offices only. Pok pok almost cried in my office, scared me lo cause our director don't like noise de. My HR also funny de, called to come back to collect (think is present for bb) after I left like 2 hours? I ask dear to go back and collect for me this week, I am lazy just to go down there.

We went Marina Square for lunch cum dinner and walked around there. Got myself a set of nursing nightdress from Mothercare (on sale, 50% disc) and bought a vibrating chair for pok pok at Kiddy Palace. Don't want him to keep staring in space everytime he's awake, he looks so kelian for doing that. Intending to get a jumperoo too but that can wait as he can only sit in it after 3rd month and perhaps get a cheap play gym from forum or ebay for him to start playing now. Being my child is a blessing cause will have many toys to play with, hee..

Pok pok finally sleeping in the night, not waking up and stay awake for hours, Think he's getting used to the routine that light off is meant to sleep. Though he still wake up for feeds but this is much better than previously.

Saturday bought him for checkup and asked about his tummy why so big. Was told there's alot of wind in it and might be a colic baby so was advised must burp him every feed. If doesn't burp=cannot put him down. After that, was given some medicines for him to eat but he super hates it lo. Cry so loud and fierce, heart pain to hear him cry like this.

Will not be free this week, his parents coming on thursday and leaving on saturday. hopefully everything goes well but already start feeling stressful le. *sigh*

YaYa

I am so excited.. My boy finally going to a month old tomorrow, really look forward to it. Of course, I will try to take more photos and upload here to share with you all. =)

I hope tonight I will be able to get some rest so that I won't be too tired tomorrow. Hee..

YaYa

So tired.. Pok pok has been waking up at 5plus, 6 in the morning and only go back to sleep around 8am. Sigh.. If only he is willing to play on his own while I go back to sleep. He is a month old le (if I count by week), time passes real fast. He's getting fatter and cuter each day, hope he can sleep throughout the night soon. =)

YaYa

One of my favourite photos. He looks so cute in this picture right? ^^

I think no one does confinement like me..

I been bathing at least twice daily.
I bath my boy everyday.
I boil water every morning.
I wash clothes.
I went supermarket for the past 2 weeks. (I need panties liner and for a guy who has no experience in such things, it's better to get it myself.)
I went Vivo yesterday.

No, I didn't go Vivo with the mindset of shopping. I wanted to settle my baby bonus matter. Haha.. My sis keeps saying that I am very rich as I don't seem to bother about the baby bonus. It's not that I am rich, just that I got no time to go to the bank and also the money is meant to save up so getting it now or later doesn't really matter. I bought a Baby Bjorn carrier too and a few pieces of newborn clothings (all his current clothes are far too big for him, look so funny when he wear it) at Mothercare as my boy recently wanted to carry (seems that there are wind in his little tummy) and my hands are getting really tired and ache. It's not cheap, cost me a few hundred. Initally I bought a baby sling, really like the design - modern and pretty but the little fellow simply hates the sling. The moment I put him in, he would scream and cry. Actually the way I see him sleeping inside, I feel uncomfortable as well. Perhaps it's because I don't know how to use it. *Sigh*

Weather is so warm and hot nowadays, wish it will be raining cats and dogs real soon. Even pok pok also starts to sweat and will cry for carry so he feels more comfortable and airy, haha..

We are not organsing full month celebration for pok pok as we don't have enough people to order buffet and cakes. So we decided to give out cakes on the same day we gave cakes to our companies to get the quota. Never mind, consider it as saving money and we intend to bring him out instead. Feel to stay at home in that particular day makes pok pok looks so kelian. Where should we go??

YaYa

Last night I got so angry with dear not because he did something wrong on the spot, it's because he has been carrying pok pok whenever he's home. And whether pok pok is crying or not.. I know he hardly see him and miss him but the one who eventually had to face him for the whole day is me and not him. Yesterday pok pok had been cranky, wanting someone to carry him every now and then. He's only 2 weeks plus old and I can already feel my hands going to break, I really cannot imagine when he grows older.

I refused to carry him, I refused to feed him. I just let dear carry all he wants and don't bother me. I want him to feel how I felt for the whole day, with him on my hands and unable to do anything. I hope he learnt his lesson.

YaYa

I am so tired... I hardly sleep last night as pok pok had been crying for the night. He was trying to find his pacifier but was told to stop giving him for the time being as he has nipple confusion. Wonder if he's going to search for it tonight or not.. It makes everyone feel useless and can't do anything but to see him cry since carrying him also of no use. Sigh.. I really hope this is just a passing phase and it will be over for real soon. I don't think I can take it for long..

YaYa

Some random photos we took over the days, sometimes he would just make cute expressions making one irresistible to grab the camera. ^^











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Yeah, changed my blogskin finally.. Wanted to change it months ago but was too lazy to do so till now, hee..

Still tired but better than the pervious few nights. Pok pok still cried a little last night but he's willing to suck his pacifier for hours till I woke up at 3am to feed him. Poor boy, was hungry but mummy was too tired to wake up to feed him. After the night feeding, he slept all the way till around 7am to have his another feed. So I managed to sleep a bit. Hopefully he will behave the same for the rest of the days, let us rest so that we can take care of him better.

YaYa

Went for checkup today,didn't bring baby along and I left him alone with ah b at home lo. Actually I intend to bring him along but just before I go out, he finished his milk and fast asleep. I knew he will not wake up anytime soon after taking care of him for so many days. Indeed, he was still fast asleep when I came home. =)









Took some random photos of him yesterday when he bathe and finished milk, he looked very fresh and alert. Doesn't he look cute? Hee..







Brought him to sun few days ago and realise one of his feet was raised in the air for quite some time. I felt it's was amazing and decided to take a few photos of him doing that, don't he feel his feet being tired?

YaYa

Baby came earlier than we expected. Thought he 's a June baby with the horoscope of Gemini but end up he's a May baby with the horoscope of Taurus. Wonder which horoscope is actually better? By the way, he arrive here on the 19/5/09. I was in labour for 14 hours, longest of all and he is also the lightest. He only weighs 2.415kg when birth but he look chubby to me. He kept trying to open his eyes to see the surrounding but couldn't because of the brightness. Can't imagine just before giving birth to him, I kept telling dear that I do not want to give birth anymore as I cannot tolerate the pain anymore. I almost cried there..

Super tiring, had not been sleeping well since I came home from hospital. First, baby seems to like to play awhile during the night (I mean like 3-4am in the morning, zzz..) and also to pump my milk out. Actually wanted to let him latch-on himself but he seems to be unable to do so and making me now sore and painful so I got no choice to pump it out. It's more work but at least he get the best food in the world while I don't get any pain from him.

Yesterday bought him to see his paediatric doctor and took a blood test for jaundice. He was so angry when being poked and cried his lung out, felt so heart-pain to see him cried so badly. Lucky he is not required to be hospitalised, however, he need to be sun-tanned for these few days. Guess I will be bringing him down for walk every morning and strip him off, haha..

Photos taken at hospital and home. =)










YaYa

Been feeling tiring for the past week and hardly had a good night sleep. Every night without fail, I would wake up at least twice and need some time to fall back to sleep. Sigh.. I want to sleep throughout the night and wake up fresh.

Anxious for the new member's arrival, wanting him to come earlier but at the same time I hope he come in June instead. Seriously, I don't know what I want as well. Dear very blur, he still thinking I am seeing gynae every 2 weeks instead of weekly. Yesterday I was saying seeing baby on Wed again, he was like "huh? Not next week meh?" Haha.. If I known he didn't realise, I would have keep quiet and go myself.

Sister and her hubby treating us for lunch/dinner this weekend (guess is to thanks me for taking care of her kubao during the weekend?), was kind of surprise as I don't expected that. Haha.. Got free meal to eat le and I guess the happiest will be enen. She loves eating.

AH b fever again today and dear went school to fetch him out before going to work. As usual, he didn't drink enough water and conveniently forgot to tell us he don't feel well in the morning. Haiz.. If not feeling well, should have tell us and saves us the trouble of going to school to fetch him again. I wonder when does he know to do that?

YaYa

Yesterday took ah b to KKH for review and told the doctor that we are keen to get him transfer to special school. From the way she said it, it seems that ah b should be able to get transfer by Sept. Really hope this could help him and not bringing more trouble to everyone in the family.

A lots of stuffs got to do for him, getting reports and results from school asap. And I'm worried that I am unable to do it soon so hope to get it done by this week.

Going gynae tonight, dear really looking forward in seeing baby. Wonder how much he has grow and if he's still as naughty as we always see it. Hee..

YaYa

Updating some photos taken by a friend who lives nearby and he went over to our house to take it.






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Sigh.. Not going to our new house this Sunday due to Mother's Day and dear need to work both sat and sun as well. Anyway the developer has not finish with the defects yet so no point going over also.

Never mind, take a rest at home bah. Anyway not sure if I want to go over after that or not as I am very near to due date le. So annoying, i want to see my house. =(

YaYa

Went ikea yesterday after kubao went home with her daddy and mummy. We wanted to look at roller blinds, curtains and intending to buy them home first, not that we are kiasu but decided to get it first in case the sizes we need is out of stock. Lucky the colours and sizes we want are still available but not much left. After that, we chose the curtain pattern for the big window at the master bedroom. As we have budget (after deducting the cost for roller blinds), we decided to get those not very expensive type and not so thick type. Anyway I don't think we can hang too heavy material curtain since we are clipping it instead. After that, we bought 3 shower screens for our bathrooms. No intention of doing glass partitions, out of budget. Hee.. End up we spent $473 there, not sure is it cheaper than getting professional to do it at home or diy.

YaYa

Went out yesterday and had a lots of fun. Bought my first hair dryer from best denki (FINALLY!), never thought of using one till now. Usually I just let my hair natural dry but don't think I can let it be during confinement. Wanted to get a hotpot as well but had a second thought after consideration. Cause we don't drink hot drinks and only baby will be using it but does baby needs it during the first few months?

Went to pet shop to view dogs and I was so tempted to get the sausage dog home! He looks so adorable and cute but I didn't give in to my temptation because I know I do not have the time to take care of it now and I do not want him to get locked up for months when I moved to msia, it feels so cruel.

Met my sis and sis-in-law at bugis after that as I want to get SKII while she wanted to let kubao stay overnight at my house. While waiting for her, we walked around and decided to get a wok home. Haha.,. But was thinking to put in Jason's van and get them to pass us the next day. Not possible for us to carry so many things back while carrying kubao (both of us expected she is not going to walk on her own when sis is gone). Glad that we went BHG, they are having better sales than OG. Their regular items are having 30% disc while sales items are having 15% disc and even my SKII is having 10% disc as well. I saved quite a lot but at the same time spend quite a sum too.

Bought a Hello Kitty kitchen set for kubao as birthday present, know her birthday is around the corner so decide to buy something for her. Well, I didn't choose that, her daddy chose it for her. Like her daddy playing it right? (Haha..) Actually I wanted to get her a set of wooden blocks but Jason is afraid that kubao will be hitting him with it so he change it lo. Anyway he pay for the difference. My baby getting a push trolley for his 1st month from his auntie, THANK YOU! =D

I know dear won't say anything as long as I'm happy. I expected myself won't be saving as much as I planned to but the minimum will still be there. I will not allow myself to spend it so this morning I had already transferred to the saving account to prevent myself from spending it. Hee,..

YaYa

Yesterday went to see gynae and he wasn't really happy about baby's weight gain. Only 200g in 2 weeks.. Haiz, I had tried my best and been eating as per normal, I didn't even skip my meals (majority of the time unless there are some unhappy event happen). Hopefully baby can gain more the next time I go see him or else he think I didn't eat lo.

I was so looking forward to this week, thinking I was able to take maternity leave real soon but after counting, I realise I can only start my maternity leave at the end of May. Sigh.. Still got so long to go, I miss sleeping and doing nothing at home. Haha..

YaYa

It was tiring yesterday, I only got home around 10.30pm and my feet are swollen as well but I was very happy. Finally got house keys and went in to view too. There are some defects but I guess it's just a small problems and can be solved easily. Pass the defect form to the office but dear forgotten to pass the house keys to them so we gave it to a neighbour living there. He's a nice guy, perhaps you can say he too nice to friends. Got quotation from window grilles already and still deciding to use them or not. They quoted us RM6100 for all excluding the main gate if we want auto gate. Might be asking them how much will it cost if we were to get auto gate as well, need to consider about the cost.

We did some amendments in our initially planning of the way of putting stuffs and renovating. Asked some of their opinions and decided to follow theirs, they are more experienced than us and I don't want to do renovation after we moved in. Guess all these renovation would cost us about RM15k, think to save alot in order to do them. Sigh

YaYa

Hohoho.. I got my new hp last night le and surprising I didn't play with the hp lo. I only did some settings, put some ringtones and photos in (as wallpaper and screen saver). Perhaps I am used to Ericsson hp le bah, all my previous phone book was stored somewhere in my sim card so I didn't have much trouble transferring them over. Will be trying the games in the hp later if I have the time. Hee..

YaYa

Happy belated birthday to myself!

Dear again forgotten about my birthday (as usual) and he only remembered late in he night when he saw facebook wished me happy birthday. Sigh..

YaYa

Last night received a call from the school bus coordinator. Whenever someone calls to talk about ah b, it will never be good news. He has been hitting a boy on the bus and his mummy been complaining about it. I can understand the mummy's feeling and does not expect she would understand him. Most of the parents are like this, don't they? Most of them only have their kids' as their first priority, who cares what happen to the other party. I am used to it, after years of facing it. Perhaps I am kind of immune to others' attitude.

If comes to the worse, I would pull him out and get him to take public transport to school. I don't have a choice, I can't let him continue hitting other kids. The teachers/coordinator/whoever are not obligated to help us. Are they or are they not, I don't know actually and don't wish to find out as well.  Since I will be stop working by May, perhaps I can wait for him daily at the bus stop. Was thinking of walking home from school but I am not sure if he is able to walk with his schoolbag or not. Need to think of a way for his bag, sigh.

YaYa

Was supposed to some MTBs tomorrow at Raffles City but just now 1 of them sms me asking me not to attend tomorrow as they are afraid that I would "spread" chickenpox to them. They think I would spread it to them even though I am not the one infected.

Actually after agreeing to go, I kind of regret as I felt out of place even talking to them so was thinking of giving an excuse not to go instead. Well, now I do not need to do so now. Just don't understand where do their common sense gone to? I had my chickenpox when I was in Primary 2, gynae assured me that I am NOT getting it the 2nd time and even I really do, it will be more than a week ago to develop when my girl had it.

Whatever.. Anyway nowadays I don't like talking in that thread, talk for the sake of talking. Guess after this incident, I may as well steer away from that thread all together. =)

Didn't tell dear the truth, I told him I decided not to go and wish to accompany him. Don't want him to feel unhappy or bad about their ignorance.

YaYa

Buying ericsson hp in the end. Singtel not selling the the colour of the nokia hp that I initially wanted so don't see the point of continuing waiting. Will be receiving the new hp on Monday so I got a few days to upload all my stuffs to my laptop then. ^^

YaYa

Just brought dear to doctor. Yeah, he got chickenpox as well and could see a few on his body. Need to ask for gynae for advice as I am due soon so doc recommend me to give my gynae a call. Wanted to go for work tomorrow but decided to use the mc so that i can buy some food for the family and boil some chestnut drink for him. Kelian de dear dear..

YaYa

*Sigh* Mc today after i went back to work for only 2 days. Actually I had fell sick on Monday and struggled to work on Tues, and this morning I really can't get up anymore. My nose blocked, my head so heavy so dear asked me to rest at home. Anyway he wasn't able to wake me up, haha..

Has been eating very little for the past few days, not even half of my rice. Think might be due to the flu bug making me so tired and restless but lucky i manage to eat quite a number of fruits.

Dear had a registered letter from housing there, not sure if it's regarding of handing over or not (of course I hope it is) and letter will only be re-deliver this saturday, Might not be doing reno now, perhaps after baby is born. Hope to save more $ first.

YaYa

Been sleeping like nobody's business, wonder is it due to the warm weather and too free as well? Baby has been kicking me in the middle of the night too, waking me up and sometimes got to wait for the little fellow to quiet down before I can go back to sleep. *Sigh* I wish June is just tomorrow, can't wait for it to come. It's like taking forever..

Both my girl and I are not looking forward to Monday. She's going back to school while I'm going back to work. Though I had nothing to do at home but I could sleep and do nothing for the whole day. Will be missing these 2 weeks.

YaYa

I am so tired, I just woke up cause I slept at 1 plus yesterday. Not that I wanted to but it was ah b who took a long long time just to memorise a few chinese spelling words. Was really angry about him, he was daydreaming for the whole day and he even has the cheek to say he want to stop at 3 words. But the problem is that 3 words supposed to learn on Sat so it mean he didn't even learn any words on Sun. I refused and insist on asking him to learn 2 more, partly is to make him know that dragging will not let him learn lesser and it will be a punishment instead. I know he will be tired today, had decided to let him take a nap later when he come home but only an hour and he got to do his homework and continue his spelling.

I seems to be on shopping spree.. Saturday bought ah b to KKH for the rehab and the therapist will be writing a letter for us to the special school's medical officer. Don't really understand what she mean but as long as they are referring him there, fine with me. After that, I went to maternity shop there. Bought myself 4 bras, 2 bottoms and a top as my current capri jeans can hardly fit me. I am getting fatter again (sigh) so is time to eat lesser and try not to gain too much weight. As for bras. I wanted to get them ages ago but didn't bear to as I knew they are not at the correct size yet, haha.. Realise myself up 3 cups and it was like omg lo. I went to Mothercare too, bought a few tops and bottoms, socks and a bath tub set for the baby. Well, it was a sooner or later to get a bath tub and it was on more than $20 disc so might as well buy it now to save abit.

Sunday went supermarket and bought all the necessary stuffs for hospital stay and baby stuffs except pampers. Didn't bought for a month supply for confinement, just let dear know which 1 to buy when we need it then. Hee.. That night went to Tiong Bahru Plaza, looked at both n85 and c905 but still couldn't make up my mind which to get. Well, it's not really urgent so intend to decide on it later on. Went to get 2 more mittens (realise I only had 2 mittens when I packed all baby stuffs according to ages!), another 2 more tops. Lucky I did some packing or else I didn't even realise what I short of. Finally, I got no more things to buy from now on and can save $ for the house.

YaYa

Happy happy day, I love today!!!

I just passed my driving test and I can officially drive a car from now on! I first worried that I need to go back for the 3rd time as I got no more leave left after enen developed chickenpox. Lucky that didn't happen.. I am so happy now, no need to go driving centre again. Hee..

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Haiz... I will be on 2 weeks leave from today onward because my girl has chickenpox. Dear can't help me to look after her as he has not develop chickenpox before, haha... Guess he must be super worried that he will get it from her now. Poor thing...

YaYa

Finally i got dear upload the photos le... These are the IQ games i bought for the kids, look fun hor?

Yesterday went to City Square cause dear need to pay for the housing loan. Then I remembered seeing those IQ games at Popular upstairs so I told him I wanted to go there to take a look. Indeed they are still there and I bought 3 sets home and cost me about RM 250. I would rather spend $ on these games than useless toys lo. I intend to expand the collections in future when I move in. All I want is they can use their brain to think and get an answer by themselves. And guess what? My girl is doing that right now when she played with it when she reached home. Now I can keep them and let my unborn play with it so still not consider very expensive when it's used among 3 kids. There's a couple wanted to put theirs in my orders as I got an extra of 5% disc but I rejected it as I was using card to pay and also they are only buying a set which is only cheaper in less than RM5. Like this also want to save, really speechless lo.

YaYa

I am tired de lo, almost unable to wake up this morning. My whole body aching, both my back and legs. Yesterday walked about an hour journey, from the sales office to my house. Only managed to view from outside of the house as the house has been locked (all defects supposing to be done I guess). Very pretty and happy with it.. We got road name le, call Jalan Setia 10/7 81100 Johor Bahru if I didn't remember it wrongly. I will definitely not ever going to walk in from the main entrance, my house is so far away!!!

Will upload photos tonight, need to drag myself to work now. So depressing..

YaYa

Hohoho.. stomach still not well but i didn't control my diet le, so troublesome. want diarrhea then go ahead ba..

This sunday going to JB for house briefing about handover and filling up forms, so looking forward to it. We are getting our keys real soon!!! Dear say bringing us over to our new house to view but I got to prepare umbrella, fan, food and drinks. Hee.. Try to take a few photos back and he want do more measurements this time. Maybe can go ikea after this week to get our window blinds le. Yeah..

YaYa

Hate hate hate my stomach!!! Been having diarrhea since friday and everytime I eat, I get stomachache. Zzz... Don't know what's wrong with it, seems so sensitive. Thinking to visit doc or not, is so frustrating...

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Fine.. Don't know what's wrong with myself, didn't eat dinner last night. Stomach bloated and sound keeps growling out from it. Think there is too much gas in it..

Got stupid dream again and this time is stupid looking monsters fighting with each other. They look fat, short and not really ugly, can't see any colours though.

This morning diarrhea, went twice since I woke up. Haiz.. Take it clearing my stomach, maybe won't put on so much weight? Haha.. I know I think too much le..

YaYa

Sigh.. Having headache and sore throat this morning. Practically I didn't sleep well for the past few nights, been waking up to toilet breaks and also dreaming. Last night is a horror movie dream, saw a huge big snake running around the neighbourhood and scaring everyone out. Also dream of going msia, saw we got 2 houses and renting a room. Don't know what kind of rubbish dream la, no link at all..

I want to sleep, I am so sleepy and unwell. Sob sob..

Didn't go for work for the past 2 days, was tired and depressed to go as well. Broke down on Monday night. Think I was too stressed with ah b's homework, well-being and other things too. Felt so pressuring from his school and there isn't much I can do and help. Can't the teachers be more considerate? Can't they be more patient with a special needs boy? Can't they be more sympathy the mother who knows nothing and trying her best to help her son?

Guess those crying makes me feel better and decided not to bother with the teachers anymore. I want to let him do at his own pace, not what the teachers want. It's really tiring and pressure on us. We hardly have enough sleep, he got to sit all day there just to complete his work on time. All he gets from me is scolding and rushing. I don't want to do that anymore, I am tired. I don't want to stress him further. I want us to live for ourselves, not for others.

YaYa

Have not been updating my blog, was lazy to do so.  A lot of things happened in the past month and done lots of thinking as well.

Decided to put ah b into special school, had a chat with the student care centre's psychologist. She felt that he is too stressed and could feel his unhappy heart. He is having a very low confidence in himself and perhaps even brain-washed himself that he's not going to make it. Feel very depressed abt it, I can't help him at all. Mummy talked to the speech therapist in KKH and they are willing to help ah b to get enrolled into the special school. Guess he has to walk the longer route after all. I hope he could open his heart to happiness soon.

Went back to maple, not to train but just for the fun. Can't really find any games that attract me and dear got so much OTs to do. Found out a couple (both are my friends) broke up and the gf gave birth to a baby girl recently. Can't judge a person by its appearance? I always thought they are so loving and actually expect them to get married eventually but things really changed so fast. Still remember seeing them together a year ago. Heard the guy got himself another gf and I had no idea if he broke up with her because of the baby or the new gf. Whatever it is, that guy is a jerk and I really hope he will get his retribution for treating my gf this way. Got news that he propose to my gf recently, not because he still loves her but his father is forcing him. All this while during my gf's pregnancy and giving birth, he has never shown concern to her. What is that?! Pity her or marry her because of pressure?! Seriously I do not encourage her to go back to him, his heart no longer include her. Being with him will only bring her more hurt and tears. Hope she will live strong for herself and her baby.

Failed my practical test, as I expected. But to my surprise, I actually knock down pole during test. Perhaps I was too nervous and not used to the tester car as well. Still thinking how to pass next month, haiz..

Most of my colleagues got the news of my pregnancy, guess it spreads quite fast when 1 or 2 of them knew it. Didn't mention to them that I'm quitting after maternity, don't see the point of saying anyway. Baby been kicking me daily, been counting down to May, the month I am officially on maternity leave. Really wish it will come faster, I can't wait..

My room is like a storeroom now, kept with so many baby stuffs like stroller, car seat, clothings, playpen etc. No place to put them and currently waiting for the new house's key. It's almost ready now, waiting for them to touchup and doing the defects. Dear went over last saturday and took tons of photos back. Really like the house and feel it doesn't need much reno. Guess I am a simple girl, haha.. Really loves the new house and hope to see it myself asap.

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I am dying soon.. I need sleep badly.. Ah b has been making us sleep near to midnight daily due to spelling and homework. Sometimes I really wish that he could just write faster and let us sleep earlier. He himself look like panda, quoted from mummy. Hahaha..

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Thought my pok pok will have new playpen aka bed (for the moment) by this weekend until an idiot came to overbid me in the last minute. Wanted to keep track my item today but I was busy during noon time so by the time I am free to check, the auction had already over. This is so frustrating!!! The item has been put for auction for weeks and no one bothers to bid for it. You know I placed my bid before cny and there isn't anyone overbid me at all. I believe that person was hoping that the seller to lower her price and when saw someone bid for it, he/she decide to overbid me in the last minute. Haiz.. Just take it I got no fate with that item.

Now thinking of shopping around to find one which is not very expensive and of course it must be cheaper than cot bed. We had decided to buy cot bed in msia, it's cheaper there. Saw it cost 300 plus but in ringgit while here cost in sing dollars. Zzz.. Who is out of their mind to buy here then and got to carry it over? Any nice and pretty playpens that you have come across, please let me know. Thanks!

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Been so busy at dear hometown, hardly stayed at home for the past few days. But could see that dear and his parents being very happy so still ok la. Enen had been very naughty during the stay there as there are many people doting her. -.-

Most of the foods in the wedding weren't to my liking so didn't manage to eat much. I was so busy during that night anyway, don't know give how many elders teas to drink, haha.. Enen kept wanting to wear my gold and the more she saw on my hand, the angrier she get. Personally, I really wanted to forgo the dinner but I know that they wanted it very much as dear is the only son in the family. Guess I got to give and take so everyone will be happy. :)

This is the first time in my life that I had given out so many hongbaos. Didn't really count them but the hongbaos I gave during dinner are about 50 plus or 60 plus and it's the same during CNY. There are so many children there lo but I still earn from it la. At least I know how much to prepare next year le, hehe..

Too many photos (more than 300 of them), don't think I will be able to upload all but will choose a few to put them up.

Oh ya, his family has decided on baby's name le. He shall be call 林靖维, English name has not been decided yet. It will be up to us to get him the English name. We chose a few names for his family to choose from so at least still not bad, it's those that I can accept de. ^^

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