Yesterday was a tiring for us and Lele.. It's lele full month and we took the opportunity to gift relatives/friends a cake box as a thank you. We went out early, around 8am and only back 12hrs later. As usual, food from Sweetest Moment is as good as 3 years ago and it was the first time I self collect myself. Parking there is pathetic, lucky I don't need to go back there again.

Dear and I decided not to bring Lele out for such a long time again as he was crying on and off since 3 plus till we got home so we believe he's not used to the outside. Really heartpain to see him cry like this, even carrying doesn't help too. We shall only bring him to nearby places like Jusco, supermarket. Those require hours of driving/travelling shall wait till he get older, I dont mind anyway. =)

I guess I am not a sensitive mummy, I didn't know LeLe is sick until we went to his PD this morning. Yesterday I told dear his breathing become very noisy, like something inside blocking him and he has been sneezing quite a number of times too. As WeiWei has been sick since last week, we suspect LeLe got his virus too. Dear then decided to take half-day today to bring LeLe to his PD, just in case. I know dear don't have many leaves left so told him perhaps we can wait till next week or I shall monitor another day or two before deciding. However, LeLe didn't sleep well last night. He had been waking up every hourly and cry (yes, both of us didn't sleep well with him too) so dear felt that it can't be wait for even another day.

PD confirmed that LeLe is down with flu and required a nasal spray to be used in the day to let the mucus to flow out while another type of drop in the night to let mucus to dry up so he can sleep better. When we used the spray, he screamed his lungs out. I know, I understand is really uncomfortable to use a spray to spray into the nose but really no choice.. I hope he will get better soon and he doesn't need to use the spray again.

It has been 3 weeks since LeLe come into my life. Though tiring but felt so warm, touching and happy to see his little face. Still can't imagine this little guy has been inside me for almost 10 months and now he is right beside me. He has been waking up 2 hourly for milk in the night, not sure if he is hungry or looking for comfort but I don't mind feeding him too. Anyway he won't want me next time when he grow up so must enjoy it now, haha..

Just bought a portable swing 2 days ago as he want constant carrying thus I am unable to do anything including toilet break and cooking. I just hope I can have at least 30mins each time to do my stuffs, I don't mind going hungry but I don't wish that to happen to WeiWei. Lucky LeLe seems to enjoy sleeping in it and he is able to sleep longer than usual, now I can rest more now.

Intend to buy a play gym for him and still thinking to buy another carrier as he dislike bjorn. Saw Manduca carrier and it look comfortable, the review is material thinner than Ergo so won't as warm as Ergo which is what I am looking for. Let me consider longer whether to buy that as well or not since it's not cheap. Hee..

Sigh.. Weiwei has been sick since Monday and having on and off fever with cough+flu, seeing him feel so unwell make my heart aches. I hope he will get better real soon, perhaps bringing him to the doctor if it still persist.

I thought for the whole night, deciding to give up my Lamaze Space Symphony Motion Gym. I can't bear to give it up, I love the design and theme but I couldn't do self collection myself. First, I have forgotten I was in confinement. Second, Weiwei is very sick now so I don't wish to bring him out. Third, Lele hasn't get his passport yet. Maybe Lele won't like the gym at all, I have to persuade myself to believe in that. Haiz...